Moogathirai... (The veil of desire)(Completed )

Darkness!!!

Jai shankar's POV

I am in my cabin doing some  work it was almost past 7 pm still I didn't bother to go home where someone was waiting for me impatiently.

The landline telephone ring pulled my attention away from the piled-up files ..I picked up the receiver kept its one end near my  ear and muttered 

"Hello Jaishankar here ..who is this "

there was complete silence from the other side I checked if the dialer was still on line....I again asked 

"Who is this ....speak up I am not in the mood to entertain a fake call right now"

there was slight anger in my voice I can't help already I am in big mess and this person in line is not all helping me 

"That's enough "

I said and was about to cut the call but stilled when I heard her scared and hoarse voice 

"Hello"

I took a deep breath I don't require more to understand who that person was...I wasn't sure about what she asked me yesterday.....I  was taken back...I  hadn't expected that from her and I couldn't deny it directly either....I couldn't brace up myself to face her after that as my thoughts and feelings were oscillating between acceptance and denial from that moment .....that's why I came to office even before she woke up to avoid facing her and indulged myself in work not to think about her......

Did I succeed in that ?? nope .....I couldn't forget that tear-filled eyes of hers  which had so much love and longing...one part of me wants her badly and make her wish come true but another side of me feeling guilty for doing that.....how can I use her innocence like that .....isn't that would make me a selfish and pervert man who helped her just to make her mine...

did I helped her that day just because of lust??

if yes then I would have claimed her and used her for that lust as I got many opportunity but I couldn't see her in that way from day one then what it is???

is this love??but even love have an some lust in it right what if I couldn't see her in that way...when I think about what she is for me all I can come with is she is like a baby for me and abandoned child which I found fortunately at unfortunate situation still I wanted to protect her from the world which harmed her and snatched her willingness to live.......is this love 

I remember someone saying me that love have no perfect definition it differs from one to other...

my series of thoughts were again pulled back by her crying voice by that itself I can say she was trying badly not to cry but she couldn't succeed in that

"Ne..enga Innum...en mela kovamatha irukeigala"

(Are...... you.... still an..angry at...me ....)

I just hummed in return.....there was silence again later she spoke

"Thapuu than...mudinja.... .Ena...manichidunga....athukaga ungala varuthikatheinga.....kalaila irunthu nenga sapdala....udambu enathuku agurathu......yar ne en mela urimai eduthukura nu nenga  nenaikalam....ana enala mudila enaku elame nenga tha ....ungaluku naa vena na paravala ....athu enaku puriyuthu athu nyayamathum kuda .....ana ..................manichidunga naa etho olaritein ipovum olarurein......konjam sekiram vanthudunga bayama iruku thaniya iruka....inga current um ila.....meluguvarthiyum aniyapoguthu enaku bayama iruku."

(That was wrong.....if you can..please...forgive me .....please don't punish yourself for that...you didn't ate from morning...you could think what rights I have on you to ask you like this ....but I couldn't stop myself from worrying about you ...for me everything is you.....if you don't want me ...I can understand you are right too....but...........forgive me I blabbered yesterday now also doing the same......can you please come home soon I am afraid to be alone...the current was off and the candle is also about to finish ..I am afraid........ )

The call was cut immediately after that ....I couldn't stay here more after that she needs me and her scared voice was forcing me to run to her without wasting a second I rushed out of my office building except the watchmen all my employees left and it was now dark

I drove my car as Fastly as I could and  reached my home the whole street was under darkness few EB workers are climbing and checking the transform at the end of the street so is that why the current wasn't there ....I took the torch light from the car and moved to the gate 

opening the gate I rushed towards the door ....in hurry I didn't ringed the calling bell instead  I stared  banging the door there was no response from her my heart was beating at its highest pace......I prayed every god nothing should have  happened to my Kannamma...

"Devakii......Ula irukiya ma....Devakii.."

I shouted and again banged the main door ....again no response I decided to broke the door and was about to do the same but the door opened 

she peaked out slightly through the gap she was holding one candle which was about to finish soon it was about my thumb size left ....

my life again came back to me seeing her face glistening in that candle light without wasting a second I hugged her tightly to my chest.....her body stiffened but the next second she hugged me pressing herself more into me 

the candle fell down and the darkness filled our surrounding again... darkness won't bring sadness all the time may be.......................................

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