Demigod x Reader

Will x Reader (doctor daddy) {part 9}

Warning: self harm/suicidal mentioning

I cried. I told him I was alright. I told him I'd live with it. I told him I wouldn't hurt myself again. But I'm a liar. I am a horrible person, but I couldn't hold it it any longer.

I hurt myself. Three times down the arm. It stung, it burned, it bled, and I didn't care. I numbed myself, so I couldn't be hurt by anyone anymore, and so I couldn't love. But I could just pretend I did.

Will knocked on the door "you alright in there?" Will asked "you've been in there a while." "Yeah, I'm fine" I said brushing off his worry.

After a while. I came out. I was wearing long sleeves which was good, he didn't see the bandages.

I said nothing and just walked away and sat on the couch, my hand resting over my stomach. The child going crazy. Kicking, moving, probably punching.

Will took at seat next to me. One of his arms resting over my stomach "hey, Love," Will said "how are you feeling?"

I shrugged and cuddled closer. That made the child kick more. But that's the problem, now that the baby grown and now it's starting to kinda hurt "I'm alright" I told him.

Will grinned "that's good" he said. I nodded and gave him a smile "how are you?" I asked. Will grinned "I'm doing good" he said.

I nodded and turned around. I had knots I'm my stomach that were growing by the second. I hated the feeling.

Will rubbed my back "something's wrong, what is it?" he asked. I shook my head dismissively. I obviously didn't want to talk, but he was forcing me to. Literally.

He gave me a curse
Now I can only haiku
I hated him now

"You going to tell me what's wrong?" Will asked. I shook my head.

"no I will not now
I hate you so freaking much
switch me back, right now"

Will really seemed to be enjoying himself, because he shook his head, saying "no."

Then I gasped, my hands flung to my stomach. "Y/N, what's wrong?" Will asked.

"I have a problem
I am in labor right now
Take this curse off, now!"

Will seemed too shocked to do anything for a moment. Then he became jittery and undid the curse by muttering something under his breath.

I laughed "fooled you" I told him grinning. Will rolled his eyes, and tackled me onto the couch. Being careful of my mid-section.

He laughed, as did I. We just laid there for a moment, staying quiet, I chuckled. I hated faking all of this. I didn't want to lie to Will, but he doesn't know anything. I hated it, by it was best for us.

"Will, get off of me!" I said playfully. Will tugged at the bottom of my shirt "not until she comes" he said, dragging his finger across my body.

I shivered "Will...no" I said. A blush formed on his face "no. Not like that" he said with another chuckle.

I tried pushing him off, but it didn't work. He turned us around slightly so his arms were wrapped around my waist, and we were both leaning on our sides.

***

"Hey baby" Will said quietly to my stomach, kissing it in the process, which just made the baby kick as if she could hear him. Will grinned "I think she likes me."

"I think her kicking his telling you to shut up" I told him, crossing my arms.

Will chuckled "you love me" he said. I shrugged "I don't know, do I?" I asked. Will came from my stomach and looked at me in the face "you know you do" he said.

I rolled my eyes and grabbed the back of his head, leaning his lips into mine "what if I do?" What if I actually did?

Will shrugged "we'd hopefully have our happily ever after."

I smiled "hopefully" I did hope.

Will placed a hand on my chest and kissed my cheek, and I kissed back.

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So much fluff and filer, eh, this will be important to later chapters. Also sorry this is so long, I'm wrapping this up soon.