I feel horrid. I take a shower and get dressed, brushing my hair and leaving it in its natural waves. I swipe on eyeliner and go downstairs.
I grab an apple from the kitchen and go to work.
I slump into my seat at the register. Today is busy; customers line the shelves of books, perusing the isles.
Liam watches me. "Are you alright?" He finally asks around eleven.
I shrug. "I don't know. I didn't sleep much last night."
Liam nods. "I see."
I look at him. "Do you have a girlfriend, Liam?"
He shakes his head. "I did, but we had a huge fight a couple months ago and broke it off."
"I'm sorry about that."
He shrugs. "Don't be. It was a long time coming."
I nod. "What made you guys break up? If...you don't mind me asking."
"No, I don't mind. We were just fighting a lot and neither of us wanted to put up with it anymore."
"Did you love her?"
"Well...when we were dating, I thought I did, but looking back on it...I don't think it was love that I felt."
"Really."
"Yeah. I think it might have been just infatuation."
"Oh." I look at my nails. "How do you know if it's infatuation or love?"
Liam shrugs. "It's something you just know at a certain time," he says.
I nod. "Why does it have to be so complicated?" I ask.
Liam shakes his head. "I don't know. It doesn't seem like it should be complicated."
"Agreed." I sigh. "Tonight I start my night shifts."
"Did you want me to stay?"
"You don't have to, it's fine."
"Really, I don't mind."
"Liam, I'm sure you have things to do. You can stay another time." I smile at him.
He smiles kindly. "Alright, but just let me know if you need company."
"Thanks, Liam."
"No problem."
The rest of the day goes painfully slow. I keep my phone off, knowing Shawn will get mad if I try to check it for messages from Harry. Liam leaves at five and I lean back in my chair, waiting until the clock strikes nine and I can leave.
I open a book to read and lose track of time. I don't notice when someone walks into the store. A book slides across the counter toward me.
I put my book down and I grab the other book to ring up. I notice it's entitled Hush, Hush.
"Great choice," I say absently as the customer hands me money. "I loved this series." I put the money in the register.
"Did you."
I snap up and lock eyes with Harry.
I swallow and push the book toward him along with his change. Should I be mad at him? I know he's mad at me from the way he told me to leave last night.
"I see you finished Mockingjay," I say, guarded.
"No," he says simply.
"Oh." I look down. "Can...can we talk?" I look up at him, and his eyes unexpectedly soften.
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Lights (2013)
FanfictionPLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THINGS HOLY READ THE REVISED VERSION OF THIS BOOK! Blair Price struggles with a lot of things in her life, such as her mother's death, her father's new 'perfect' family, and secretly loving her best friend. Blair and Harry...