to all the glowing eyes ✎ joshler

october 24

will;

not being good enough is a big fear of mine.

i'm so scared of not accomplishing the expectations people have for me.

there are so many things, ideas, i have going on inside my head, but thank s to that fear i can't even dare to think about them anymore.

i'll never be good enough.

t.r.j

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josh has his mind set on helping tyler. he wants his new friend to be happy, genuinely happy.

even if they finished the 3d map yesterday, they still have lots of things to do for their project. this is the best kind of excuse for them to hangout again.

josh👽: hey, um, my friends and i are going to mcdonald's for lunch. wanna join us?

tyler🌹: um
tyler🌹: i'm still not allowed to leave campus

josh👽: dw. we can sweet talk mr. fischbach into letting you go with us

tyler🌹: okay then.

josh👽: great! meet us in the parking lot.

tyler🌹: will do.

for some reason, this feels like a date to josh. even if his whole friend group is gonna be there. they might end up liking tyler. yeah. it's possible.

this makes josh so happy. he's been really happy these days..

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oooh cliffhangers!!

also hi i have badlands on repeat send help

are you guys liking the story so far?

until next week, y'all

-alaska x