to all the glowing eyes ✎ joshler

october 25

will;

mom was drunk during dinner.

she seemed to be drinking since i got home from school. dad is away on a business trip so he wasn't here to bring some sanity to her.

she yelled about one of her friends' daughter came out as lesbian.

"stacy needs to slap some sense into her. this is what happens when you don't give into the lord, tyler. be careful around her. she might infect you."

i contained myself from saying anything back during the whole meal. all my focus was on the mashed potatoes and chicken.

mom didn't seem to notice it at all.

she passed out in the living room while watching some soap opera.

it's scary how parents do that.

they get drunk and feel free to do as they please. if my dad was the drunk one, he would've thrown a plate at the wall for no reason. i don't know if i have said it before, but he is capable of beating me to death if i mess up or even speak a word.

there are so many other people that have to suffer with this at bigger scales.. who knows for how long.

alcohol is one of the man's worst enemies.

imagine how humanity would be without it.

i just hope mom isn't an alcoholic..

i've never wanted my dad to be home more.

t.r.j

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later that night, josh gets a text from his favorite sophomore boy in the whole world.

tyler🌹: i had so much fun today. thank you for taking me with you and your friends!!

josh👽: i had a blast too.
josh👽: sorry about the seating thing.
josh👽: hope i was a good seat

tyler🌹: you were x

josh👽: great!! x
josh👽: also, sorry for my friends. they come off too strong sometimes

tyler🌹: i didn't mind them.
tyler🌹: your friends are really cool

josh👽: we try to be
josh👽: gtg. the woman who gave birth to me is calling me to dinner
josh👽: see ya tomorrow!! x

tyler🌹: see you tomorrow

something tells josh that he won't see tyler tomorrow..

{🌹💌🌹}

fun fact;; this story is only getting started

and the playlist will be out as soon as i get it done

-alaska x