UNSCRIPTED ✰ COLIFER ✅

Chapter 52 ✰ The Last Preparations

A/N: double update! Make sure you've read chapter 51 first!

Jen's pov

A few months later

I swear, I will do anything to keep you happy. I'll take care of you when you're sick. I'll cuddle you when you're cold. I'll tell you funny stories when you're sad. If you need to bitch, I'll listen and bitch with you. I'll cook for and with you. I'll sing to you when we're on long drives. If you want to go traveling, you know I'll be right by your side. We can do absolutely crazy and adventurous things together.

It feels like everything in my life has led me to you. My choices, my heartbreaks, my regrets. Everything. When we're together my pasts seems worth it, because if I had done one thing differently, I might never have met you. You changed my life without even trying, and I don't think I could ever tell you how much you mean to me. I can't imagine what things would be like if I hadn't met you.

'Ahh!' I yelled as my pen flew through the room. He flew right past Colin's face who just opened the door.

'What's wrong?' he asked worriedly

I buried my face in my hands. 'I can't talk about it. Not with you, not right now' I murmured

He knelt beside me and took my hands away from my face. 'You can tell me anything, love'

I turned on my chair so that I could look at him. I took his face between my hands. 'Tomorrow is our wedding and I don't know what to write for our vows'

I was about to burst into tears. I had to write kind and loving words about the man I love so much, the man I'm about to spend the rest of my life with and I don't know what to write. It's like my head has a complete blackout.

He put his hand on my knee and stroked my hand on his face with the other. A tear rolled down my cheeks. He gently wiped it away. 'Love is one of those crazy thing that no matter how hard you try, you just can't find the words to express what you're feeling on the inside'

'So this is exactly what makes me angry. You can express yourself perfectly and all I get is a total blackout'

He grinned. 'It's usually the other way around'

I smiled through my tears. 'It's just your fault'

He wiped the tears from my cheeks, grabbed my face between his hands and pressed a soft kiss on my forehead. 'Feelings never do make sense. They get you all confused. Then they drive you around for hours before they drop you right where you started'

I smirked. 'Did you just quoted Blair Waldorf, mr. Irish?'

He nodded proudfully. 'What I want to say is don't overthink everything. You know what you feel and I'm sure you'll make a perfect vow tomorrow. Tomorrow will be a perfect day. Our perfect day'

'Can I read yours?' I asked cheeky

'No way, Morrison. You have to wait until tomorrow'

He stood up in front of me. I wrapped my arms around his waist while I was stil sitting on the chair. 'Please?'

'Jen... Even if you say something cliche like 'I love you more than words can define' it's more than okay. It's not about what you say, it's about your intention.'

'How did you do it?'

'How did I do what?'

'Prepare your vow' I sighed

'I didn't'

My jaw dropped. 'You didn't?'

He shook his head. 'No, I didn't prepare anything. I know what I feel for you and I want it to be pure. Not like some script I've studied'

I rested my head against his muscular abdomen. With his hand he curled through my hair.

'Are you in doubt? If you think we have to take things slow, then we can also postpone the wedding.' I heard the concern in his voice

I lifted my head and stared into his blue eyes. 'No, of course not, idiot!'

'Are you sure?'

'Colin, I want to be with you forever. I want to love you forever and grow old together. Why should I be in doubt?'

He grinned.

'What?'

'See, you can express your feelings. You just put too much pressure on yourself '

I stood up and wrapped my arms around his waist and pressed my body against his. He moaned in my ear as my hand rubbed his crotch.

His hand slipped under my shirt towards my breasts. I put my hand on his, to stop him. I brought my lips closer to his ear. 'Just wait for tomorrow, O'Donoghue'

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A/N: Almost wedding time!! 👰🏼🤵🏻

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