Instagram 2.0 ➺ satzu (completed)

100 『Narrative』

Tzuyu opened the door but she quickly went back at the car to get the life-sized teddy bear that she bought awhile ago. The younger girl is excited to give that bear to Sana because she can remember that she gave the same thing in the past but she can't see it anymore, that's why she wants to give a new one. She then went inside the house and heard those moans coming from the living. Her eyebrows furrowed when a guy suddenly stood up from the couch to remove his pants.

"WHAT THE FUCK?!" Tzuyu shouted as she walks towards him. She then slammed the teddy bear on Sana's naked body and quickly kicked the man's crotch causing for him to whimper in pain on the floor. Yuta felt really dizzy because he also drunk a lot with Sana but Tzuyu didn't let it pass as she kicked him again causing for him to passed out.

"WHAT ARE YOU UP TO?!" Tzuyu shouted in anger but she can't look at Sana, knowing that she's naked right now and a guy took her clothes off.

"Tzu" Sana spoke and Tzuyu doesn't want to face her. Sana then held Tzuyu's wrist but Tzuyu removed it away.

"I'm so fucking disappointed" Tzuyu admitted as she look at the the older one.

"We're almost fine, Sana... then you suddenly did this? Why did you allow him to touch you like that? Do you really love me?" The younger one asked in confusion.

"Tzuyu... I need to be honest with you" Sana said but Tzuyu continued what she wants to say.

"I also did this with Cheng Xiao but it doesn't mean you need to do the same mistake with me. I need my old Sana back. The cute and innocent one... not like this" Tzuyu said. Disappointment brought tears into her eyes because she can't believe that Sana can actually do something like this.

"Y-You only want my body, right?" Sana asked causing for the younger one to look at her intently.

"You can't feel it? You can't feel my love for you? Ah- maybe because we're just fucking. Do you really think I only want your body, Sana?" Tzuyu blurted out.

"Cause that's what I feel, Tzuyu" Sana admitted.

"Did you know why I keep on doing that? Because that's the only thing I can get your attention... the reason why I want to talk to you properly because I want to fix our relationship.... but what's our relationship? Just fuck buddies because you got a boyfriend? How awful is that. The problem with Cheng Xiao is almost done but you're fucking different now. Should I blame myself for this?" Tzuyu's voice complete cracked up.

"We fucked each other a lot of times but love isn't about having sex, Sana" Tzuyu declared as she took a deep breath.

"Tzu... I feel so different now. I'm so sorry"

"I don't get you. You just called me love last night and now you're saying this? You even cried because you miss me, right?"

Sana blinked her eyes a lot of times as she held Tzuyu's wrist.

"I can't feel it anymore... I-I can't feel the love anymore... and I don't like this, Tzuyu. M-My feelings turned out like this and it was pure lust"

"You're just drunk"

"Momo said drunk people don't lie. Tzu... I'm really sorry"

"I'm willing to forgive you after seeing that awhile ago. I love you but hearing that from your mouth totally breaks my heart" Tzuyu confessed as she looked away.

"I don't like how dirty, toxic and complicated this relationship is" she kicked the bottles infront of her that turned into broken pieces.

"Do you want me to leave, Sana?" Tzuyu asked and Sana didn't answer her back.

"You really don't love me anymore?" Tzuyu asked once again.

"Why am I still here though?" Tzuyu then grabbed her things scattered beside the couch while breathing heavily.

"I love you, Sana but I guess we're really not meant to be together" Tzuyu whispered near her ears before she moved away.

"You should wake him and up and ask him to insert his fucking penis inside of you" Tzuyu exclaimed as she shut the door so hard that caused a loud noise inside the house.

Tzuyu then wiped her tears away and quickly started the engine as she drives so fast until she reach the park, same park that she visited with Cheng Xiao awhile ago. There are only few people out there because it's now midnight then she suddenly saw a familiar face holding a gun.

"CHENG XIAO" Tzuyu shouted as she run towards her. The doll-like girl was startled with Tzuyu's presence that's why she quickly hide the gun behind her back.

"What are you doing here?" Xiao asked  but Tzuyu grab the gun away.

"Are you going to kill yourself?" Tzuyu asked and Xiao smiled at the latter. Tzuyu is right, Xiao wants to kill herself because she can't find a reason to live.

"No more useless daughter, no more thirdwheel, no more Cheng Xiao. I know you like it and my parents will also like it" she said, still smiling even though she's breaking from the inside.

"Give the gun back to me and you should go back where you came from, Tzuyu. Leave me alone"

"We're feeling the same way but you shouldn't kill yourself, Xiao"

"What do you mean? You should go back to Sana. You deserve to be happy" Xiao said as she push Tzuyu away from her but latter stayed with her.

"Give me a hug, please" Tzuyu said but Xiao just stared at her. She doesn't know if she will give Tzuyu a hug because she doesn't want to hurt herself but she ended doing it because the person she loves asked for it.

Tzuyu then cried while thinking about Sana while Xiao cried while thinking about the person infront of her.

Love is truly painful.

"Let me marry you, Xiao" Tzuyu whispered but Xiao shook her head.

"You don't love me anymore, Tzuyu. Don't make decisions that you'll regret soon. I will go home tomorrow to fix this mess. I don't care if they will hurt me"

"I'll go with you"