Sunday, 12 November
3:37 am
I can't sleep. What I just did?! Oh my goshhhhhhhh! Me and Yujin............
Me and Yujin...... We both...... We just...... We.........
We did it.....
I just got home and I can't think of anything now. Yujin took me home after I fell asleep in his arm for a while in the bed. Luckily Mom and Dad didn't wait for me. What should I do now?
What if Dad find out? He might kill me and Yujin. I hope nothing will happen to us. I hope I won't..... You know..... After what we did....... I hope I won't get pregnant..... I won't right?
But to be honest I enjoyed everything with him. Goshhhh. I feel embarrassed now. He saw me with nothing on. He saw my everything. I hope he enjoyed it. He's my first, and my last too. I'm sure of that. He won't leave me. He promise me.
It was hurt at first but it felt great. Yujin is really strong. I love him so much. He pleased me well. I hope he felt the same too. I actually didn't plan this, but I don't know why I suddenly want it. It comes naturally. I just want him. Even now. I want him here with me. I'm craving for his lips, his touch, his body. He has a great body. I wanna touch him more. Ohhh nooo... I want him!
Jang Wonyoung!!! Wake up!! What are you thinking now? Are you crazy? Stupid stupid stupid!!!
Ahn Yujinnnnnnn!! What did you do to me? Why I keep wanting you? I'm going crazy for you. I can't stop thinking about you. I want you! I want you! I want you!
Ouchhh! Anyway, I feel hurt down there. LOL! It must be because of him. I gotta go. Need a rest! I hope I can sleep tonight. I love you Ahn Yujin!
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Wednesday, 22 November
11:11
It's 11:11. I wish I could be with Ahn Yujin forever. I wish we both could love, care and lean to one another. Until forever. I hope me and Yujin won't change in the future. I hope our hearts will always stay the same.
I actually have a plan. I talked over things with Yujin. I'm afraid that he will leave me after he got what he wants all along. But he promise me that he won't since he has fallen for me. He's so into me. That's what he said.
So we decided to sign a marriage paper. Since we're still underage, we can't register our marriage yet. We still didn't get married though. He never propose to me, properly. But he promise that he will someday. When the time comes. I don't wanna force him or rush anything. We're still too young.
But this paper will prove that Yujin won't fall for any girl but me and so do I. I'm not being possessive here. It's just what we both decided on. Plus, he'll enrolled into university soon. There'll be many beautiful girls around him like everyday, and I won't be around watching.
With this signed paper, we must give our full commitment to this relationship. We're going to be adult. Sooner or later we'll spend our life together with marriage.
Well, I'll be the official Mrs. Ahn soon. Yeyyyy! I'm too excited! We didn't tell our parents about this, or they'll be questioning us.
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Fanfiction"If only I was brave enough to confess. If only I have the courage to tell you the truth. If only I take the step to you. You would be mine by now. But I was such a coward." - Yuj - "What if I tell you how I really feel? What if I tell you to stay a...
