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harryjpotter : Lucien

luciencarrington : yeah?

harryjpotter : I have a question

luciencarrington : everyone does
luciencarrington : what's troubling you?

harryjpotter : not troubling me
harryjpotter : just plain curiosity, you see

luciencarrington : curiosity kills the cat
luciencarrington : you out of all people should know

harryjpotter : may I ask or are you going to speak riddles

luciencarrington : just ask
luciencarrington : whether I answer or not is undefined

harryjpotter : I need you to be completely honest with me
harryjpotter : do you like Allen?

luciencarrington : of course I like him
luciencarrington : he's always here for me

harryjpotter : you know what I mean

luciencarrington : oh, romantic interest?
luciencarrington : to me, such emotions are just a defect
luciencarrington : I have things to focus on
luciencarrington : far, far more important than romance
luciencarrington : I'd make love to him
luciencarrington : however I would not get into a romantic relationship

harryjpotter : so you do like him?

luciencarrington : perhaps

harryjpotter : why don't you tell him?

luciencarrington : I don't want him to suffer my abuse
luciencarrington : you don't know me that well yet
luciencarrington : he may get the wrong idea
luciencarrington : I don't want that

harryjpotter : explain?

luciencarrington : Allen, to me, doesn't mean anything
luciencarrington : I cut off any kind of affection I felt towards him
luciencarrington : If he wanted such thing as love from me
luciencarrington : I wouldn't have been able to give it to him

harryjpotter : why not?

luciencarrington : I'm not the one for Allen
luciencarrington : he's not the one for me
luciencarrington : we're simply not meant to be

harryjpotter : but you'd want him to be meant for you

luciencarrington : thought about it once or twice
luciencarrington : then cleared the rubbish thoughts out of my mind
luciencarrington : Allen deserves happiness
luciencarrington : I'm not happiness
luciencarrington : I'll never be

harryjpotter : but you could be

luciencarrington : maybe in a fairytale
luciencarrington : Allen in wonderland
luciencarrington : it sounds wonderful
luciencarrington : yet, will never happen

harryjpotter : you're so cynical

luciencarrington : may be
luciencarrington : prevents me from any type of emotional torture

harryjpotter : Allen likes you
harryjpotter : you're hurting him

luciencarrington : guilty and sorry
luciencarrington : but I am not planning to fix a broken puppet

harryjpotter : why do I bother talking to you?

luciencarrington : we're friends

harryjpotter : your definition of friends seems different than mine

luciencarrington : enlighten me then
luciencarrington : what's a friend mean to you?

harryjpotter : a person who's always here for me, happy for my accomplishments
harryjpotter : a person I can trust
harryjpotter : who's not a cynical git

luciencarrington : I've apologized already and will not again

harryjpotter : it's Allen you should apologize to
harryjpotter : hiding your emotions isn't something you're good at Lucien
harryjpotter : think of my words

luciencarrington : I might

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