Can't Express Myself (Roddy Ricch)

Troubled waters

Exotic
I was at the Boutique just handling business when one of my favorite Chicago rappers walked in. We locked eyes and he smiled at me I couldn't help but blush. He walked over to me and I looked at him "Hey I'm lil Bibby"
"I know" I said giggling. "Can I help you with something?"
"Yeah I need a couple dope outfits and I heard this was the best place to come" I smiled "Well I'm the owner I can help you with that"
"I know you can " he said licking his lips I turned and started walking to the racks of clothes so he wouldn't see me blush. Damn he is finer in person
I stared picking out some jackets and shoes for him. "So when are you dropping free crack 4?" I turned to look at him and he was watching me intensely. "Uhh I don't know" I nodded and looked back at the clothes. "I can let you hear it sometime I live out here now" I nodded smiling "What's your favorite song by me?" I stopped thinking "I have a few actually"
"So tell me I'm listening" I turned to look at him "if he found out,gotta have some more, complicated with Ann Marie, you ain't gang,kill shit" he chuckled and I raised my eyebrow
"What?"
"The first three I was saying freaky shit so you into that huh?" I couldn't help but chuckle "some like that" he nodded still staring at me I pretended to move hair out of my face to show my engagement ring. His eyes flickered to the ring but he had look that said he clearly didn't give a fuck.
"So let's try you with these outfits and see how you like them" he nodded taking the clothes out of my hand.

Roddy
I decided to pop up on Exotic at the Boutique. I missed my baby I came in and nodded at Kiesha saying hello before I spotted her laughing and talking with some lightskin ass nigga. I immediately got mad The fuck is she doing?! I stood there and watched him look at he like he could eat her. I flared my nostrils as he touched her shoulder.

"Yeah all you shit fire though" I walked up behind them and glared at the guy he sensed my energy and turn to look at me and Exotic did too. "Hey baby" she came up and kissed me and I stiffened clenching my fist at my sides. "Hey mamas" I glanced at the lightskin nigga and he was looking at me before chuckling and looking back at Exotic.

"Yeah I'm go ahead and get these clothes but I definitely will be back" Exotic turned smiling "Ok great" he picked up clothes and walked off. I glared at Exotic and she looked at me before taking a deep breath. She shook her head and went to tell Tisha and Kiesha she was leaving for the day. I walked to the car and got in gripping the steering wheel she got in and put her seatbelt on.

"Roddy" I rolled my eyes and started the car. "Bae what did I do?!" I pulled out of the parking lot
"Um let me see FLIRTING WITH A NIGGA LIKE YOU AINT FINNA GET MARRIED IN 5 DAYS" I glanced over and she was staring at me "What are you talking about?" I sucked my teeth
"All your shit fire though" I said mocking her voice she shook her head
"I was not flirting with him his music is good"
"I bet you wanted to see if his dick was good too huh?"
"I can't believe you right now!"
"That makes two of us"
She didn't say anything else when I looked over she was crying I was mad so I didn't care I stayed silent until we got home. Exotic ran in the house and I followed after her she was in one of the guest rooms. "Why you always in NIGGAS FACES?!!" She didn't respond she only sobbed harder I sat down on the bed and looked at her "Mamas"

"Rodrick I think maybe we should postpone the wedding" I sucked in a deep breath. "Mamas I'm sorry I didn't mean that shit please don't do this"
I went over and hugged her "I'm sorry mamas" she looked up at me and she had mascara running down her face.
"Do you really love me Rodrick ?all I do is try to love you and you push me away or you say things about me cheating if you don't want me just say that"

"Of course I love you mamas I want to spend the rest of my life with you"
"Just get out I need some time to think"
"Mamas we getting married you just talking crazy cuz you pregnant"
"Not if you don't trust me we are not"
I put my head in my hands as she got up and left the room