Incompatible [SINRIN]

complicated

"she was in middle school that time, 9th grade to be exact while I was in my 10th grade. She was 16 and I was 17. We met at sports day event in our school because both of us are athletes, she's a bowling captain and I was a runner. Our room club is just next to each other so every after class, we see each other often. Many of my sports member knows that I have crush on her so they set me up on a date with her. After that, we always see each other and eat lunch together. We confessed to each other and end up in a relationship but we keep it a secret. She also invited me at their home but her father doesn't like me to be her friend because he sees me as if I have no future, my ex used to tutor me  before that's why he thought that i am dumb. One day, while my ex is teaching me about one lesson, I can't focus because I am melting by her beauty. In a second, i didn't realized that I kissed her, she didn't pushed me instead she kissed me back. Our kiss is passionate and it felt like we really wanted it for a long time. I was very happy that night, but at the same time, the day I've been trying to avoid has come. Her father caught us, he pushed me away until I fell on the ground in front of their gate's house. He shouted at me like I am just a garbage, I thought my ex girlfriend would help me and fight for me but she disappointed me, I saw her inside her room in the second floor of their house, she was looking at me from her window pane. She didn't do anything, instead, she closed her curtains and left me outside being wreck and broken by her father's inappropriate words and especially her actions. Her father is homophobic. After that night, I didn't see her wandering at school, I also come in her classroom and asked her adviser if where is she. Her teacher's answer shattered me, she told me that she was transferred to other school to stay away from me. I tried to contact her everyday and every night but she blocked my number and my social media accounts. After that, I stopped being an athlete because every time I went to practice, I'll just remember her. We are in a relationship for 8 months. Even it's not that long, I loved her deeply" Yuju said in a bitter tone.

"You still hasn't moved on?" Sinb asked

"I thought I already had moved on but when I saw her earlier and smell her scent, I don't know what am I feeling. My heart, it beats so fast just like before. But at the same time I can't tell if it's love or just embarrassed. I thought I like someone but I don't know. I hate this. How can I even live comfortably if I am living with my ex girlfriend?" Yuju said in frustration

"I think I have an idea" sinb said

"What is it?" Yuju asked

"Let's switch our dorm. I'll stay here for the mean time while you, you'll stay in my room until the things will be clear for the both of you. I know both of you just needs closure and in order to do that, you should talk to her but don't worry, I'm not pressuring you at all, you can talk to her whenever you're ready. After the things will be clear, we can switch our dorm again" Sinb said

"Seems like a plan. But are you sure you're willing to do that for me?" Yuju asked

"Yes, of course" sinb answered

"But how can we switch our things without her noticing?" Yuju asked

"We can do that tomorrow. For now, you can go back in my room and take a rest there. I'll also take my rest now" sinb said

"Thank you so much ttin! I don't know what to do without you" yuju said while hugging the fluttered sinb.

"Anyway unnie, you said earlier that you think you like someone. May i know who's in your mind?" Sinb asked

"I don't know how to tell this to you but...."

"I-it's actually..."

"Yerin" yuju's answer makes sinb frozen in her place.

Her heart felt like someone is crushing it.

Then she gulped before she speak,

"Oh...Her....That's why you are trying to protect her from me recently" sinb said and smile bitterly. She avoid to eye contact with yuju.

"No, no, don't misunderstood me. I am telling you to avoid her just because I cared for you" yuju said honestly

"Hmm... Alright, yuju unnie! If you say so! Thank you for protecting me!" Sinb said brightly and hugs yuju

"I think you should take a rest now unnie, you should go back to dorm 1. I'll go there with you so your ex girlfriend won't notice you" sinb said

"Thank you so much ttin!" Yuju said

And after sinb sends yuju to dorm 1, she go back to dorm 2 but her steps are too weak.

When she opened and enter the door of the dorm 2, she saw someone familiar.

"Oh, sinb?" The girl who just went out from her room asked

"Umji?" Sinb asked

"Your dorm is also here?" Umji asked

"Ah no, My dorm is actually next to yo--- I mean, yes, My dorm is here and my room is next to you, I guess?" Sinb said as she lied

"Wah, what a small world after all! We are not just classmates but also dormmates! I hope we'll treat each other as sisters!" Umji said brightly

"Ahh yes, I hope so. But for now, i think I should get some rest, I was so tired because I carried a pack of stones and rocks" sinb said as she touched her shoulder.

"Oh really? I can brew you some tea if you want" umji offered

"No, it's fine" sinb said and passed by to umji. She went to yuju's room and closed the door loudly.

'what's wrong with her this time? Did yerin unnie messed with her again?' umji thought.

Sinb is on yuju's bed right now, she's looking at the ceiling while letting her tears to fall.

"Why is it hard to love?" She asked herself

"We are in the same age with her ex girlfriend so probably, she will also like me but...she already likes someone else, someone I don't like from the very beginning" she said

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A/N:

Yes, it's umji ⊙﹏⊙