Chained Under His Possession (Ongoing)

Chapter 17

THE CLOCK says it's already 12 midnights but Russ doesn't feel any drowsiness. He doesn't feel like sleeping even after getting drain from his made love with Aryll.

This happens to be the best night of his life but his head is in a big turmoil. Alam niya kung ano ang kahihinatnan ng mga pangyayaring to pero pilit iyong winawaksi ng puso niya. He can't render it properly and he got no control at all. He knows that well.

Itong mga pinaggagagawa niya, alam niyang kapahamakan lang ang dulot nito hindi lang para sa mga taong nakapalibot sa kanya, hindi lang kay Aryll pero maging sa sarili niya. Kung hahayaan niyang mamayani ang emosyon niya para sa dalaga, it will probably be going to be his downfall. Hindi man niya aminin, alam niyang ito ang kahinaan niya.

He gets off the bed not bothered by his nakedness. He strutted towards his veranda. Ang sigarilyong kanina pa niyang hawak ay muli niyang sinupil sa bibig at hinithit. His eyes roamed around the surrounding of his sanctum.

Madilim ang paligid pero hindi yun hadlang para hindi maaninag ang mga tauhan niyang nagbabantay ng buong paligid. His men were also trained well to guard even in darkness. Sa ganitong kalagayan nila, laging nasa paligid ang kalaban. He should not let his guard down. Marami ang mapapahamak kapag nagpabaya ulit siya.

As a child of a great mafia master, Russ was trained to see in the dark, to observe in silence and use all his senses to grasp things in obscurity. Pero isang beses lang ulit siyang malingat, mawawala nanaman lahat ng naipundar niya. Heto nga at dahil sa kapabayaan niya, nasira ang grupo niya at nawawala ang kapatid niya. His dangerous life will always accompany sacrifices and pain. Kahit gustuhin niyang maging normal ang buhay niya, walang mangyayari.

His father ruled the whole organization of dark circle. His mother was an assassin. Kaakibat ng dugong nananalaytay sa ugat niya ay ang responsibilidad na kailangan niyang mapagtagumpayan. He needs to win the death note battle to take over the power of ruling the world he lives in.

Malalim siyang napabuga ng hangin bago muling pumasok sa loob. His eyes landed on his bed. Ang kaninang magulo niyang pag-iisip ay kumalma pagkaraang makita ang dalaga na mahimbing na natutulog doon.

He smiled bitterly. Aryll makes his sanity collected. She was his weakness but she also happened to be his strength. The feelings he can't even name rendered his capability to think rationale. Nakalimutan niya ang dahilan kung bakit nga ba niya ito dinukot. He's lying when he said he wanted Louise to suffer. Maraming paraan para pahirapan ito para lang gumanti at isa nga roon si Aryll. Pero lamang ang dahilan na ginusto niyang maging kapalit ito para sa pansarili niyang kagustuhan. Aryll will always be his life line. At natatakot siyang ang kagustuhan niyang makasama ito ang makasira at makapagpahamak sa kanila.

"What the hell are you doing to me?" he whispered softly while caressing her face.

Pinakatitigan niya ang maamo nitong mukha at kinabisa ang anggulo ng kagandahan nito. Napangiti siya sa sarili. He can't believe that the lady he used to watch before was turned into a beautiful and amazing woman. She matures pretty well.

"I'm not my usual self after I see you again. Limang taon Aryll. Limang taon bago kita makita ulit pero walang pinagbago ang nararamdaman ko. I don't how you call this shit. But one thing I am sure of Mi Cielo, I can't let you go this time. I need you to stay beside me whatever it may takes. Baka mabaliw na ko kapag nawala ka nanaman. I can't afford to lose you again. Hindi na ko papayag Aryll. Kakalabanin
ko lahat ng maglalayo sayo sakin. Kahit pa ang pamilya mo."

His eyes shadowed unfamiliar emotion and he's aware. Alam niyang hindi nito malalaman ang bagay na yun kaya hinayaan niyang mangibabaw ang emosyon niya.