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I bought the wrong airpod case imma cry I cant do this any more

Ariya

7 years ago

"You ready for your date tomorrow?" Khyson asked as I sat at my desk and he laid on my bed.

"Yeah." I chuckled nervously.

"What is this, your third date with him?" He asked. I spun around on the swivel chair and stared back at him.

"I think so, I'm just nervous." I shrugged my head while shutting my computer off.

"About?"

"I don't know.."

"Sex?"

"Well yeah, but you know.. other stuff. I'm not exactly good at at-"

"Foreplay?"

"Yeah, that." I chuckled nervously.

"Scared he'll want head?"

"God you're so blunt." I hid my face in my hands and groaned.

"You know you were thinking about it." He laughed.

"Why are you so nervous." He smiled. I tucked my knees up into my chest and shrugged once again.

"Is it so hard to believe that I've never given head?" I peeked my face out from my knees and stared back at him.

"Yes."

"Jerk." I threw a pillow at him and he caught it while laughing.

"Well, you know if you need some practice I'm always here." He smiled.

"I'd rather get hit by a bus before I sucked you off."

"Ouch." He said sarcastically.

Damn it, I hate him.

"It would just be practice right?" I looked down while asking.

"Nothing more, like the kiss."

I remember our kiss, it was nothing, it meant nothing.'It never would mean anything.

I looked up at him while resting my chin on my knees.

"Nothing more like the kiss?" I confirmed.

"Mhm, nothing more."

I bit my lip while looking up.

"Okay."

I brought my knees down to the floor and pressed my palms against the arm rests of the chair, standing up.

I placed one knee on my bed and then eased the other on on.

"Okay."