𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞.

𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒌 #36

Today was my first day "off" in forever, I legit didn't wanna do anything today but sleep.

Even Aug had the day clear so we finally could just be up under each other like we used to be, no outside distractions, just me and him.

Right now I was still laying down rewatching last nights game on the flat screen in our room.

August decided to make breakfast this morning, and Quan went out again with Nyjel.

I really had no idea what they had going on. When Quan came home late last night I asked him what they did but he just told me they got to know each other.

At this point I didn't even care to ask Quan if he was gay or not. It wasn't my business and it was clear the French boy made him happy so I let it be.

I grabbed my phone from the nightstand and began scrolling away on instagram aimlessly.

There were still a lot of people talking about my interview from yesterday. Obviously my label had contacted me about it, but there was really nothing they could do with what's already been done.

Now all I could do was media training and learn from this experience.

I won't lie though, I did pop a perc before that interview. It calmed me down, which is why I probably didn't spazz as much as I usually do.

Ion really think it'll become that bad of a habit, I mean the shits are really easy to get too. That Rin nigga I met at the club the other day hooked me up with a whole plug.

Since it was just me and Aug today I think I'll be fine. I'm calm around him, its when the other shit happens that I start to get anxious.

Ion know this whole experience has been so weird for me cause I'm usually somebody that likes attention. There was just something about this attention that felt different.

Like I can say one thing and people are twisting my words. After that interview yesterday I got niggas on Twitter and Tiktok calling me "self hating" and that I got some "internal homophobia."