High On The Thought Of You

>>It's getting worse<<

[Chapter 1]

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There wasn't anything I could do about it.. The only way back upstairs is the elevator. I felt myself begin to panic though one of the Bookshelves slid open as Alex walked in looking for something or someone.

Finally, he spotted me.

"Pa!" He cried

He ran into my arms and hugged me. He was shaking in fear so I tried my best to calm him down.

The power went back on so that means we can go upstairs. Finally.

"it's okay, Alex." I said.

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We were now on the first floor. It's 3:15 pm so we still have time to go outside before it gets dark.

I opened the glass door for Alex and watched him run out of the house to the swing set as I walked over to a Bench. I was sort of watching over Alex, though I was a bit lost in thought as the rose bushes reminded me of the time I took Bonnie to a field of roses.

I remember I picked a red rose and removed the thorns so that he wouldn't get hurt while holding it. He put it in soil and kept watering it ever day.

It died and he was very upset after that. I then felt a sharp pain on my left shoulder. It's probably just a random pinch or something like that.

I looked back at the playground me and Goldie installed for Alex and Xavier. Alex was going down the slide as Xavier played in the sand box.

Wait..Xavier?

I checked the time on my phone.

3:40 pm

What the fuck

I must have been deep in my thoughts. It only felt like second's that we were out here.

"Hey."

I turned to look behind me and saw Golden Freddy.

"Hey, Goldie." I responded with a slight smile on my face.

He sat down beside me on the bench while looking at Alex and Xavier play Hide and seek tag.

"I still can't believe there's a mini you running around." I said.

"What? You should be used to it now. it's been like three years!" He turned his head to look at me.

"I guess."

Alex and Xavier have grown a little. They're 3 now and go to Pre-school together not only that but, have become inseparable.

"Are you okay, Freddy? Like.. Genuinely." Goldie asked.

"..I don't know, Goldie. I still miss Bonnie." My answer was genuine. I do miss Bonnie.

"I can see that in you.. You've Changed. You're not like you were before. Instead you got sadder and more depressed."

"No shit, Dumbass. I am depressed." I added.

He let out a soft chuckle before looking back at the kids. Who are now.. Tackling each other.

We sat there watching them throw hands.

"Alex fights like Bonnie." He said as he pulled out some chips from no where.."Want some?" He asked.

"Sure."

We continued to watch until we heard yelling coming from Xavier-- oh, they're pulling their ears now..

"Ohh...Ow shit, that must've hurt." I continued.

"Damn, No more kids for Xavier."

It stayed silent for a good 5 seconds.

"Maybe we should stop them?" He questioned, a bit unsure.

"Nah." I replied.

Alex was throwing hands, first fight ever. I'm so proud of him. Though it actually has to stop because Xavier was on the floor at this point--

"OH SHIT!" I yelled, Shoving more chips into my mouth.

Alex was now on the ground getting his ass handed to him.

"..Kids, right?" Goldie said as he continued to look at Alex and Xavier fight.

"Mhm."

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I'm now getting Alex cleaned up because it ends up both of them fucked eachother up. Xavier has a few scratches, he got his balls kicked my Alex, and he began bleeding from his nose.

Meanwhile, Alex got scratched on his lip that now has a bruise on it. His ear was bitten so..I don't know what happened there. And then his fur is dirty cause they were rolling around in the Fucking sand And dirt.

Not to mention, they fell off the side of the slide--

"Ow! Pa, that hurts!" Alex cried as he grabbed his ear.

"Alex, stop moving." I said.

He did and allowed me to bandage it. Xavier literally dug his fangs in Alex's ear.

"Plus, you shouldn't even be fighting. You have a fever." I added.

"So? He made me angry."

"because he destroyed your sand castle? Please." I chuckled.

"That's a perfectly good reason to fight someone! I worked so hard on it too.."

"I knew someone who was just like you." I sighed.

Alex seemed confused though he didn't question. I finished bandaging his ear and gave him a kiss on the forehead before lifting him up into my arms and taking him to his room.

I placed him down on his bed and as I was about to walk away from his bed, he grabbed my hand.

"What's wrong?"

"The thing I saw earlier.."

"What'd you see?" I asked, Sitting down the the edge of his bed

He hesitated. "Well..It was a shadow, and it was a bit tall. Sort of like Uncle Springtrap's height! It was talking but I didn't understand anything other than.." he stopped.

"Other than what?" I was eager to know what it told Alex.

"It told me not to tell you..It said something about how it will mess up the Uni-..Erm..Uni- I dunno how to say it."

"universe?"

"Yeah! Uni- oh forget it. But it said something like that."

"Hm..Okay--"

"You believe me right?" He questioned.

"What? Ofcourse I believe you, I saw that thing with my own eyes." I responded.

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I lie in my bed wide awake as I stare at the ceiling. Over the past few years, I began to enjoy the night time. Why? Well it's the only time I can stop pretending to "get better". I don't want them to worry about me.

I want to tell someone about how I feel. Someone who isn't getting payed to listen to me talk for an hour while they type things down on their laptop. It doesn't make me feel any better about who I am--

*Knock Knock*

I sigh. "Come in."

I watch as the door creaks open, Springtrap pokes his head inside my room.

"Freddy.. You Haven't ate since yesterday morning. You sure you aren't hungry?" He asked. "There are still some left overs from dinner.."

"No thanks." I responded while looking at him This time.

He nodded and Left the room as I turned my body, facing away from the door then getting lost in my thoughts once more before I fell asleep.

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A/N: please be patient, Pay attention to the tags on the story. ;)