High On The Thought Of You

>>The truth<<

[Chapter 19]

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Bonnie POV
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I watched Alex as he slowly began drifting off to sleep. I placed him back down on the hospital bed and gave him a kiss on the forehead.

I then looked up at Freddy, "Why didn't you tell me sooner?" I asked, Sitting down on the counter next to him.

"I didn't want you to worry, And I also feared you would be angry at me for not taking better care of him." He confessed.

"I am angry.. But at Chica." I sighed, "Aside from the video you showed me of what she did to Springtrap.. What are we gonna do?"

"I'm not sure, She's moving from one place to another, She knows we're trying to look for her." He said.

"And what happens when we find her?"

He shrugged, leaning his head back against the wall. I noticed he looked really tired, Almost as if he hadn't gotten a chance to sleep.

"You look tired, Freddy."

"I haven't gotten much sleep lately.. Actually, I don't remember the last time I've slept." He sighed.

I tilted my head, "I can stay if you want me to.. You can go back to your apartment, I don't mind."

He shot up from his chair and shook his head, "No, You can't stay here alone without one of us being here."

"What do you mean?" I frowned.

"Well, The others are cool with you since they're part of my team. But it's part of the rules, we don't know if you're up to something or not." He said.

"Something.. Like what?"

"I don't know.. Stealing? There's a bunch of valuable things here." He rubbed his eyes.

"The only thing valuable in my eyes is you." I smiled, Watching as he took a second to process what I just said.

"Don't say things you don't mean." He covered his face and began to walk towards the door.

I jumped off the counter and accidentally tripped, pushing Freddy out of the room.

"What the- Are You okay?" He asked, Turning around to catch me. Suddenly he looked around and put on his mask.

I noticed the designs on it, The mask was matte black and then the designs were a glossy type of black, but they were those fancy designs like the vines, And the lace type of stuff.. You guys get it.

"Put your hoodie on, And take this mask.

It was a normal one that covered only your mouth and nose.. "Can't I have one like yours?"

"Nope." He shook his head before looking at one of.. The members? "Chip, Keep an Eye on Alex for me. I'll be back." Freddy said.

"Where are we going?" I asked, trying to catch up with him.

"To my room.. 'Got more things to show you."

"Hm.. I can't wait to see 'Those thing's' " I mumbled.

"Or that." He laughed, Leading me to an elevator.

I sat down patiently on his bed, Waiting for him to finish looking in his bag when suddenly he pulled out a journal. He walked over to the bed and sat down next to me.

"Okay, so.. I found the USB in this page," He flipped the pages and then handed the journal to me. "Here."

I grabbed it and set it aside before standing up and getting Infront of him. "Let's focus on something else for now.." I spoke softly, Crawling onto his lap and pushed him so he would be laying down on the bed.

"What are you-"

I cut him off as I began to trail kisses along his neck, Biting him softly here and there.

"Oh fuck." He moaned, Lolling his head back against the bed.

He looked up at me and Snaked a hand behind my neck, pulling me down then Pressing his lips against mine.

Suddenly the sound of the door opening echoed throughout the room, I stopped kissing Freddy and turned to look behind me, catching a glimpse of Chip standing in the doorway before Freddy flipped me so I could be underneath him.

I turned my attention back to him as he sat me up, "Tell me you want me." He said.

"What?" I frowned, Confused as to what he meant.

"Tell me you want me.. That you want to get back together with me and that you're not just here to use me as a distraction."

I stayed silent and continued to stare at him, I wanted to say something but.. I was unsure. He finally stood up and put his leather gloves back on.

"You should go home." He said, fixing his vest and tie before putting his mask on.  "I'll have Goldie bring Alex home to you tomorrow."

I stood up, "What changed? I thought you loved me?"

"It's not that I don't love you, Hell, Im high on the thought of you.. I'm obsessed, But it's a waste of my time because it's obvious you only want me for a quick fuck.. Or Atleast that's what it seems like." He sighed. Grabbing the journal and stuffing it back in his backpack.

"Freddy, You don't get it!" I walked closer to him.

"What don't I get!?" He argued

"I love you, I really do! It's just that.." I paused, unsure of how to explain.

He waited for my response but only sighed when a few seconds passed, "Don't say things you don't mean.. Please, Just go home."

"But-"

"And as for the thing with me spying for you, I'll continue to do so.. But I'll have one of my teammates give you the information."

"So.. you're just gonna end things like that?" I asked, trying my best to keep my ears from drooping.

"What things? Bonnie, You broke up with me. Remember that." He opened the door for me.

"And one more thing," He spoke, Holding off Chip before he took me to the exit. He leaned down next to my ear and whispered,

"I don't want my kid being raised seeing his own mom get hurt, So the next time I hear that Alex saw Candy hit you, I'll make sure he won't see the light of day again."

"No, Freddy-"

"That's a promise."

I stood Infront of the mansions gates and turned to look at Chip. "Thanks.."

He nodded in response and looked at me for a split second before he decided to walk away. I finally let my ears droop and my eyes filled with tears.

"God I'm so stupid.." I put my hands up to my head as I walked down the small path of the forest.

This was a mistake.

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