I try to catch my breath as he rolls off of me. He looks at me. I smile at him. "You okay? Was that good for you?" He asks. I nod. "Yes, that was amazing" I kiss him.
I sit up slowly. "We should get ready" I say. "Do you mind if we pop round to my mom's before we go out? I just want to make sure she's okay" he asks. "Of course I don't mind" I say.
I get up and put on my clothes. He gets up and puts on his. Once he's ready, he drives me to my house and I sneak up to my room, put on a nice dress and do my makeup quickly before getting back in the car.
He drives us to his mom's house. We walk in. "Hi mom" he hugs her. "Hi honey" she says. They pull away. "How are you?" He asks. "I'm okay, how are you?" She asks.
"I'm okay.. me and meredith are going out but I just wanted to stop by and see you first" he says. "You're the sweetest but I'm fine.. you don't have to worry about me" she smiles.
"I know, but it's his first birthday you haven't spent together since you met" he says quietly. "I'm fine derek.. you and meredith go and have fun" she says.
"Mom, are you sure?" He asks. "Positive" she says. He hugs her again tighter. They pull away. "I love you" he says. "I love you too" she smiles.
"Bye meredith.. look after him" she says. "I will" I smile, holding his hand. We leave. He drives us to the bar and we meet cristina outside it.
"Hi cris" I hug her. "Hi" she says. "This is derek" I say. She looks him up and down. I chuckle. "Hi" he says. "Hi" she says.
We walk into the bar. She orders us both drinks. "What do you want honey?" I look at derek. "Whiskey" he says. She orders his too.
"Do you see any cute guys?" She scans the room. I look around. "What about him" I point at one. He's blonde, tall and well built. "Ew" she says. I chuckle.
"Him?" I point at another. "No" she says. "I give up" I say. "Him" she spots a guy. She takes a shot before walking over to him.
"You wanna sit in the corner over there instead so we can talk?" I point at the corner of the room. "Sure" he says. We sit there instead.
"How are you feeling?" I ask. "I'm okay" he plays with a strand of my hair. "Talk to me" I lean up and kiss his cheek.
"I kinda wish I hadn't agreed to go out tonight.. I feel like I'm going to cry and embarrass myself infront of you" he pushes his face into my shoulder. "I'm sorry, do you want to go?" I ask. He shakes his head.
"We can just go back to your place, climb under the covers and cuddle all night.. no judgement from me at all" I say. "I don't want to ruin your night" he says.
"I didn't even want to come out in the first place.. I just want to spend time with you" I shrug. "Really?" He asks. I nod.
I stand up and hold his hand. He stands up. "Cris, we're gonna go.. you okay?" We walk past her. "Already? God, once you get going you can't stop" she says.
"What does that mean?" Derek asks. "That you defiled the virgin" she says. "Cristina, go and drink a glass of water" I say. She goes to the bar.
"Do you wanna go?" I walk out, holding his hand still to pull him along. He follows me. We get into his car. The ride to his house is silent.
We get up to his apartment. "Can I borrow a shirt?" I ask. He passes me one. We get changed. He puts on some pyjama bottoms. We climb into his bed. It's silent for a while. I decide to break the awkwardness.
I lean into him and kiss him. He gently pulls me closer. I put my hand on his cheek, moaning quietly against his lips.
He pulls away from me. "Why didn't you tell me you were a virgin?" He asks. "Its not a big deal" I say.
"Its a big responsibility being someone's first.. you had high expectations and-" he says. "and you fulfilled literally every single one of them" I cut him off. He kisses me.
He pulls away slightly and reaches down, pulling up the shirt I'm wearing. He pulls his erection out of his bottoms. He grabs a condom and slides it on.
"I'm glad my first time was with you" I say. "I'm glad too" he kisses me again. He rolls ontop of me. He slides into me. I close my eyes, moaning quietly.
