I'm sat on merediths bed in my pyjamas, still waiting for her to finish arguing with her dad and to come upstairs.
I look up as the door opens. She stops in the doorway and looks at me with her tear filled eyes.
"Come here baby.. its okay" I whisper. She runs over and climbs into my arms. She bursts out crying into my shoulder.
I hug her tight. She cries for a little while before eventually pulling away from me and wiping her tears.
"Babe" I say quietly, a little bit scared as soon as I see the anger on her face. She gets up and storms over, slamming the door shut. She cries harder as she sits on the floor and punches it with the side of her fist.
I've seen her throw a 'tantrum' type thing once before. It was because her boss was being an ass to her. I don't really know what to do when she's in this mood. Merediths not like any girl I've really been with before. She's like the cutest brat ever.
"Meredith" I get up and sit on the floor with her, pulling her into my arms. "I hate him!" She punches my chest, sobbing into my shoulder. I hug her tighter.
"Do you want to just go to my apartment?" I sigh. "No!" She yells. "you need to calm down, darling" I whisper. "I can't" she pulls away and glares at me.
"I know it's difficult, my love.. but for me, please can you stop crying?" I kiss her softly. "..yes" she sniffles, wiping her tears.
She puts her hands on my cheeks. We both close our eyes as she rests her forehead against mine.
"I'm sorry for having a meltdown and stuff.. I hope I'm not like, scaring you off" she chuckles softly. "You're certainly scaring me.. but not away" I chuckle. She giggles. She kisses me deeply.
"I love you so much" she kisses me a few more times softly. "I love you so so so so soooooooooo much" I kiss her neck playfully whilst picking her up. She giggles as I lay her down onto the bed and climb ontop of her.
"When will you move in with me?" I frown, looking into her eyes. "Soon baby, I promise" she rubs our noses together gently. I kiss her.
Merediths pov:
"Do you want to make love to me?" I whisper in his ear. "Yeah babe, of course I do" he whispers, kissing my neck softly.
I reach down and start pulling off his clothes. "Right now!?" He asks, shocked. "Yes!" I giggle. "You're gonna get me killed" he whispers as he helps me pull off his shirt, then mine. We pull off the rest of our clothes.
"You have any condoms?" He asks. I shake my head. "Forget it, I'll pull out" he hovers over me again.
"Promise" I put my hands on his cheeks. "What?" He asks. "Will you actually pull out?" I grin. "Its difficult! You feel so good" he smirks slightly. I giggle.
"You feel good too.. but you don't want a baby yet" I say. "You do!?" He exclaims. I nod enthusiastically. "Oh, god" he chuckles. I grin.
"I'd love to have a little baby derek" I say. I look into his eyes as soon as I realise he's not laughing. "I'm joking, derek.. don't get freaked out" I say. "I'm not freaked out, mer.. I want a baby with you too, eventually" he strokes my cheek with his thumb.
"When?" I ask. "Few years" he says. He leans in to kiss me. I dodge him. "Like two?" I ask. "Like.. seven" he says. "I don't want to wait seven years" I frown.
"You're twenty one, what's the rush?" He asks. "You're old!" I exclaim. "I'm six years older than you" he chuckles. "You're twenty seven.. in seven years you'll be 34" I say.
"We both have careers that are kinda a lot of work right now, meredith.. I don't want to give that up yet" he says. We both sit up. This got tense fast.
"I just thought that you were gonna propose maybe sometime soon, we could get married and have a family" I frown. "I do want to marry you, darling.. as soon as I possibly can, but we'll be a family.. I don't want a baby yet" he says.
"Why?" I ask. "Our careers.. plus, I want to be able to enjoy as much of you as possible for as long as possible before we have someone we need to take care of all of the time" he says.
I furrow my brows. "Meredith, we've been dating for like a year.. do you really think it'd be good if our sex life was just ruined that soon?" He asks. "That's what this is about? Sex?" I ask, getting angry at him.
"No! Baby, come here" he pulls me closer to him gently. I look into his eyes. "Our relationship is quite new still, and I want to be with you forever.. but I don't think its such a good idea having a baby when we hardly know eachother?" He asks.
"I do know you! And I don't mean right now, I meant in like two or three years?" I say. "I just don't want a baby that soon" he says quietly. I pull away from him slowly and put his shirt on.
"Am I okay to sleep in my underpants?" He asks. I nod. "I told my dad not to walk in" I lay down. He turns off the light before laying down too.
I turn over, so my back is facing him. He wraps his arm around my waist. "Can you not? I'm too hot" I pull his hand away gently. "Can I hold your hand?" He asks, entwining our fingers.
"If you have to" I roll my eyes before closing them and pulling the covers over myself. It takes me a while, but I eventually fall asleep.
