Love at first sight..But not with me [ KOOKV]

Part 10

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I didn't sleep all night after that.. Even thought I felt tired. I just kept staring at the wall in front of me and holding my pillow..

For some reasons, I felt.. Guilty?  Yeah. Guilty. Guilt, that was what I felt the day after. I changed and washed my face. I looked at myself throught the mirror and sighed.

Tae: You must have gone crazy Taehyung.. I scolded myself as I stretched my arms. I flinched when someone knocked at my door. I was a bit scared that it might be Jungkook. But fortunately when I opened it, it was just a maid informing me that the brekafast was ready.

Tae: Alright.. I will be there in a minute. I have to gather my things before.

- Alright sir.

I nodded and went to take my bag. I closed my eyes a moment getting ready to face everyone and took a deep breath. No one knew what happened so.. It will be just fine. I walked in the long corridor and when I reached the stairs, I heard a door closing. It was Jungkook who walked out of his room all ready for work.

My heart sped up as his gaze laid on me.

JK: Mhmm?  Tae-

I didn't wait for him to get closer and walked down the stairs with a fast pace. It's when I arrived in the hall that I finally sighed and held my chest. He looked at me from the stairs with a confused face.

JK: Taehyung!

I went to my parents and the others who were eating in the dinning room and smiled akwardly..

Tae: Good morning.

Mrs Jeon: Oh. Sweetie. Join us. There are many of your favourite dishes. I asked your mother.

Mrs Kim: Come eat honey. My mother said coming back from the bathroom and holding my arm.

Tae: I actually.. Can't stay. I have some stuff to do.. I am sorry.

Mr Kim: Really?

Tae: Yeah. So.. I will take my leave.. Okay mom?

Mrs Kim: Are you alright darling?  She asked with a low voice noticing my pale and tired face.

Tae: Yeah.. I.. I am alright. I am just really in rush.

She sighed.

Tae: Okay?  Can I go?

Mrs Kim: Alright.

I kissed her cheek making her giggle and bowed at the others. I rushed to the door where I met Jungkook once again, but I faked not to see him and walked out immediately.

Tae: Shit.

JK: What the hell?

I got in the car that I called some minutes ago and we left the Jeon's place. In the car, I started overthinking. What if someone heard me.. What if someone doubted of how I felt towards my brother in law..

What if, what if..

I rubbed my face with my hands and sighed.

YW: Are you okay?  The driver asked me.

He must be confused by my silence. I usually start an argument with him.

Tae: I am tired..

YW: You look exhausted indeed. Look at those black circles.

Tae: I didn't sleep all night.

YW: Why?

Tae: Hah.. Why am I even telling it to you. Just take me home so I can rest.