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•••••••••••••I couldn't move from there for a long moment. Thinking about what I have done and what I should do now..
Everything was so complicated.. And from the start, I knew it would be like this because our situation was not common.
Yeah.. I fucked up.
But to be honest with you, I really didn't think that Jungkook would actually cancel that wedding.
This was something that he needed to do.
That had to happen because it was not only about him, but also his family and their company.
So, I got insecure.
And I cannot blame anyone else for what I was feeling back then.
I cried, not because of Jungkook but because of the trust issues I had been feeling since we came back from Jeju.
The sky was beautiful that night, the moon was shinning brightly giving me company so I don't feel too alone. The stars were also sparkling. I sniffled and fixed my hair quickly. People were starting to come out. I wiped my tears away and stood up. I had to act as normal as possible until the dinner ends.
Once I got in again, I felt an arm holding me. That was Junghyun, Jungkook 's little sister who seemed to have just arrived. I smiled seeing her. I felt more comfortable.
Tae: Thank you for coming. I needed someone with me. Haha.
JH: You are welcome. I am also relieved that you are here. I was being anxious on the way.
Tae: Is that so?
JH: Mhm. But I had to come. My parents just arrived too. They are talking with oppa, eonnie and your parents in another room.
Tae: Really? I wonder what they might be talking about..?
JH: Mhm. I guess something related to the wedding. But anyway. Hah. This is not our problem.
Tae: Right. I said and I sat and we began to talk. She narrated me a bit what was happening in her couple and all. I liked Junghyun. I felt I could be myself with her. I felt good.
JH: Hah. Whatever.
Tae: Just talk to her. Everything is going to be fine.
JH: Mhm. What about you? Still no boyfie? Haha.
Tae: Well, I had a short relationship recently but.. It didn't work. There was some really important circumstances.
JH: That's so bad. But don't think too much about it. There are millions of guys on this earth. There must be one made for you for sure.
Tae: I don't even think I want to date anyone anymore. That never happened to me before Junghyun. I feel like I can do anything for that man. I..
JH: You sound so in love. Haha. I didn't see you like that.
Tae: Because I was not. Until I met him. I also just found out. Haha.
JH: Fuck. You are in hot water. Hahaha.
Tae: Right. Haha.
We talked some more minutes before our parents and the couple came back. Mine and Jungkook 's eyes met immediately but I looked away and faked to talk with Junghyun.
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They all were now around the table. They had started eating and was talking in a good mood. Taehyung just played with his food not having any appetite. He looked obviously out.

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