Mercenary |BTS JIMIN MERCENARY FF|

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RAIN POV

I was scared shitless, having no clue what was going on. I curled up in the corner of the bed by the pillows, hugging my knees in panic when I heard the doors open.

I covered my mouth not to make a sound, and then relief washed over me when I heard Jimin calling out my name.

'Come to me, Rain.' He spoke as he was getting on my bed, trying to reach me in the dark

As soon as I felt him near, I almost climbed on him. I was so happy he's here.

'Just breathe, Rain. I'm here.' He hugged me close, holding my face in his neck, trying to calm me down

'Why-why are the lights-off?' I barely made the words through the sobs

'The security system is rebooting. It will last a while. It happens every few months. Everything is okay, don't worry.'

'Please don't leave me.' I kept clutching his shirt

'I won't. I'll stay with you. Just breathe.'
'You're okay. I promise.'

'I can't-breathe.' I wheezed, feeling the lack of oxygen in my lungs

And as scared as I was, all the fear was replaced with a shock of his lips finding mine in the darkness.

Those velvet lips were puzzling over mine, sending my heart into a different frenzy. The good kind. I don't even care that I can't breathe right now, I just want to kiss him.
I almost melted into him, pushing myself as close as I possibly could, not wanting to let go.

I felt him pulling away slowly from my lips, but at least he didn't let go of me.

'Jimin... why did you do this?' I could barely whisper

'You were having a panic attack. To stop it, you need to shock the person.' He explains

'You... you kissed me... to shock me?' Can't he just lie and say it's because he wanted to?!

'And it worked. You're breathing.' He kissed my forehead, pressing his lips to my skin for a few moments before pulling away. 'You're okay.'

'If I say I'm not okay, will you kiss me again?' I plead

'Are you okay?' He asks. I'm not sure if he's purposely giving into me, or what he's doing, but I'm happy

'No. I'm not okay.' I murmur, and for once, my wish is coming true

He kissed me again, pulling me in. His fingers are deep in my hair, pulling on me almost roughly, and it feels amazing. God, I love him so much...

I pulled myself up a little, keeping my lips connected to his as I straddled him, wrapping both of my hands behind his neck, deepening the kiss and letting his tongue roam my mouth. I expected him to stop me and push me off, but all I feel right now are his hands in my hair and on my back.

I felt his hand sliding lower, going underneath the edge of my shirt, his fingertips tracing the skin, and sending goosebumps through my body. He went a bit higher up, tracing up my spine, making me gasp against his lips.

I want to feel him the same way. I want his skin on mine. Unwrapping my arms from his neck, I slid them under his shirt on his waist, slowly sliding up. I can feel the muscles under the palm of my hands. I can also feel exactly where his scar is.

'Who did this to you?' I breathe out

'My father.'

I felt like crying. He didn't deserve this.

'Don't cry.' He brought his hand to my face, wiping that one tear of my cheek. 'It doesn't hurt. See?' He took my hand, placing it on his scar, moving it down over it. 'I don't feel anything.'

'I love you.' I felt another tear coming down my face, and then his lips on mine once again. This kiss was needy, rough. His lips were devouring mine as his hands worked on pulling up my shirt.

I lift my arms, helping him take it off me, going for his shirt right after. I didn't even pull it up halfway when he pulled it off himself, then rolled us over, so I was laying on the bed with him on top of me.
I closed my eyes, gasping as his lips kissed my neck.

Is this really happening, or am I dreaming?

'Can you bite me? I wanna make sure I'm not dreaming.' I breathe out

He pulled back up to my lips, parting them with his finger before kissing me deeply, pressing his entire body against mine. I don't care if it's a dream. I'm gonna enjoy every moment of it.

I reached to his waist, pulling down his pants, which he helped me to take off, then pulled mine off in a second.

A loud moan escaped my lips as I felt him deep inside of me, hearing a low moan from his lips.

'Shhh.' He cupped my face, pressing his thumb over my lips. 'We need to be quiet.'

'I'm sorry.' I breathe out, keeping that moan in, wrapping my legs around his waist. 'I love you, Jimin. I love you.' I gasped out, biting into his shoulder to stiffle myself

'Don't stop kissing me, Rain.' His soft voice surprised me, but I'll gladly never stop. I want him. I want all of him.

For someone who is rough and strong and deadly, he is so incredibly gentle with this. Whenever he touches me, it feels like I'm being touched by feathers. Even as he's gripping my thigh, he's being careful not to leave a bruise. Even the way he is moving his hips is caring. It feels like he's doing his best not to hurt me.

'Don't hold back on me. You won't hurt me.' I whisper, and instantly, his grip got tighter. Almost painful. His thrusts became harder as well, making me want to scream in pleasure.

'Please,' He grunts quitely, taking hold of my hand, lacing his fingers with mine. 'Try to be quiet for me. Please.' He breathed out, going so deep that my back arched, and I squeezed his hand tightly, feeling him do the same.

I expected another deep thrust to come, but instead, he stopped moving, leaning his face into my neck, leaving kisses on my shoulder at he was breathing deeply.

'What's wrong?' I ran my fingers through his hair, going under his jaw to lift his face. 'Jimin, what's wrong?' I was breathing just as heavily as him. And then I stopped breathing.

'I love you.'