THE FEAR I ADORE!

First date!

[THIS CHAPTER WILL CONTAIN SOME MATURED THEME. SO THOSE WHO FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE ARE OBLIGED TO SKIP IT]

The night following was supposed to count as the most memorable and wanted one. Smiling on her own, she walked out of the shower. Rinsing every droplet away she threw a white shirt upon herself reaching till her mind thighs. Spraying some vanilla scent, she smiled bright walking down. Running every step, she couldn't help but hear her heartbeats clear. Every step seems as a blockage from seeing back ever. Holding patience tight, she finally threw herself into a black themed room. The darkness welcoming her home. Her every slow stride sent her heart to feelings of overwhelm and joy. Her eyes instantly searched for a source of light and there sat, at a corner, a lamp inviting yellowish flames to the slightest singing comfiness. She felt her heart swell up with immense love. Her eyes drew blanket of clouds....a huge comforter laying on the surface, claiming every possession. A bunch of fluffy pillows sat, demanding attention. Another covering draped lazily over comforter, to shield from cold. Can a movie date be any better? Well those seated in nature's arms, lightining filling souls with love. A romantic setup! but can those fantasies bring coziness? She couldn't wait any longer to drown into the softness and feel the feathery kisses with every stride. And finally her eyes settled, looking for their first and last destination to ever stay at. Dangshin Qin! Standing as beautiful and captivating with a bored look. His damp hairs always had an effect on her! the one she was fighting currently to not run and slap every droplet away. His eyes bored into hers...clicking her in head and by the mischevious glint, she couldn't name him more than a Hot Pervert! His pink lips, she've been giving an equal control of hers to not eat! Clearing her head, she took in his lazy choice of grey shirt and sweatpants. Walking upto him, she handed him a similar white shirt, "wear this!". "What makes you think I will?", he inquired. His lips returning to a smirk. Biting the urge to kiss him, she replied.
"Since you restrained yourself from hurting dad, I presumed you would resume being a good boy!". His eyes shifted to hers. Eyeing her innocence and his tainted heart. Do he even deserves her?
"What if you'd receive a kiss in return?", she inquired innocently and every thought flew away. His mind roaming on his arm around her, lips united as one. Throwing the shirt away at a corner, he proceeded slowly letting her roam his body satisfactorily. Only if he knew she would never! Holding the shirt he tossed it over his head, the muscles beneath flexing on action. Once done he bend down, reading her with amusement. Tip-toeing, she connected her lips with his temple. No doubt he expected one on lips, but her innocent kisses on forehead could be called an exception. He was growing addicted to their effect and sanity. His lips tugged at a corner, smiling secretly.
"See, we are matching now!", she yelled showing their couple shirts. Simple white material with writings in Spanish 'Angelo' and 'Diavolo'! The man raised his eyebrows, earning an explanation.
"I ' Angelo può accoppiarsi solo con il diavolo!". [An angel can only pair with a devil!"], she recieted childishly. For there's no darkness, none created who deserves hatred. Not everyone's capable to embrace negativity and brim it to positiveness. Indeed its love that can eradicate evil! Her eyes brightened with the smile reaching them up. His hands flew to pocket and his feet proceeded towards her, closing the distance. Reaching to her, she caught the spark in his eyes....the familiar skepticism! owning them.
"Destiny parts them away! for light's never meant to darkness!", he spoke.
"Thou they walk different paths, the place it leads is same! Peace! Destiny may part them away...but to love there's no such separation to exist!", she exclaimed. His posture straightened and she could say he was not so convinced but her words have forced him to ponder. Smiling at him, she parted her lips, to say,
"You asked me, if I would stay with you, even if you hurt me?". Her words gained his attention. Breaking her eyes off his, which held so many sparks unnamed. She pulled something out of her hand and put it into his,
"The most precious thing of mine, is upto you! The day you see my eyes void any emotion, especially for you, consider me dead!", she spoke smiling. Her smile held no sadness under. Thou she walked away he couldn't get his eyes off her. Waking through the softness, her lips carried a grin! causing his insides to burn! Burn with peace. Her little confrontation had blinded his mortal self. It seems as the soul in him was peeking at her, crying in comfort. Her soft giggles erupted his insides with contentment. The yellowish flames matched her presence causing his body to settle in comfort. Her eyes shone as that of a child, flowing in innocence! Her cute little face had earned a place in his head, gaining importance. If were he ever deaf, her laughter had the magic to bring his hearing back. He could give in his life, immersing himself in her eyes and enchanting laughter. Her hairs were held up in a tight bun, restraining him from running through their softness. A body of goddess and face of an angel! she was so pure for the world! and he couldn't help but doubt destiny. Another trap, he couldn't pull himself out of! Will his sins taint her sanity?  Will destiny make a fool of him over? He was tired of growing vulnerable, seeing him so broken but to her, he wanted to be one. Opening his palm, he saw a circular ring of hers, the similar one, he had made her wear and claim as his! The ring settled in a simple chained locket! of it were simple, but the beauty, light of moon brings to it, calls eyes blind due to grace. The ring was a Beautifier. Was it the most precious thing to her? Was he among those? For the very first time he wasn't traumatized of being loved by someone, but do he deserves to be loved? The exact time, the girl turned and caught him staring at the flawed little thing . She gave herself, letting her eyes catch him over. For he was bad, maybe a sinner too. But call her even a big sinner, for she loved him, his sins, his everything! A simple glimpse of him, brings her heart immense joy and pleasure!
"You kill me everyday, yet keeps me living still!", she whispered. How naughty of destiny to be? The moment she wanted to touch him, her eyes couldn't let go off him.
Love is a fire, that burns you, but it's the same fire, one yearns his entire life to be burned into!
"Did you planned our date to go on such?", she asked, finally attaining his attention. He shrugged his shoulders, walking upto her.
"lot more than this!", he whispered. His words hitting her lips, causing her to gulp hard. His eyes drew down the lump, the way her neck drew it down. Leaving her, he sat down at the warmness. The moment she proceeded, he called her out,
"wouldn't want our first date to start with distance?. Patting the place inbetween his legs, he grabbed the device , turning the movie ON. Making herself a place, she held the duvet over, resting her back against his chest. The night walked progressively slower, but she couldn't catch the movie well. For she preferred counting and syncing herself with his calm breaths. His hand rested inside her shirt, calling goosebumps, which had blinded her senses to half. When the scene ahead, made her wish to be fully one. Squinting her eyes tight, she denied watching it anymore when the man spoke,
"You better read my steps, little doll!", he mumbled before leaving a lingering kiss on her earlobe. Must have suspected night with Dangshin Qin, could go with only horniness.
"I want you to look me in eyes, while I bring you to clouds of pleasure!", he spoke as he made her turn. Capturing his lips with hers, the kiss ignited heat in the room. His lips moved slowly, allowing emotions to overcome him. With his arms around her,he deepened the kiss causing her to lay down. The kiss walked as droplets of rain, burning the body with a desire to have more. Her fingers found his hairs to be tangled into whereas his, traced down, enjoying the curves they felt under. His hand ran down, grasping her thigh. Teasing her flesh, he ran it down, playing with the hem of her underwear causing her to widen eyes. Pulling apart, she saw a smirk crowning his lips. "Keep your eyes upto mine!", he whispered before partnening her legs and making himself some place. Kissing her forehead once, he caught her lips. His hand growing inside her shirt, caressing her already burning skin. It travelled up reaching her cherries. His finger ran along her back, giving very corner of her, the feeling of euphoria, unhooking her br@ causing her to gulp. His lips once again served them little kisses to relax. Sliding it down her body, he threw the shirt away.
"Should have told you to come without one!", he mumbled before tracing kisses down her chest to bare stomach. Walking down, he felt her holding her legs tight. Caressing her legs, he let her relax. Following his previous path, his teeth grabbed a corner of the hem, sliding it off her. His lips lingering at every spot they walk through. When once they had been away, his eyes caught her all at once, causing a beet red to paint her cheeks.
"You know which is the favourite part of your body to me?", he asked. His voice raspy bringing her difficulty to hold the huge flow of liquid inside. Kissing the corner of her lips....he brought back moans.
"the one that gets the most w€t with my touch!". His hand ran down her flower, accessing it's features. Playing with it, he felt heat rushing his entire body. When at once, he slid a finger into her entrance, causing her back to arch. His eyes caught her, hardening with lust and teeth holding her lower lip beneath. He held his lips close to hers, "that should be me doing!". With his teeth he bit her, causing the soulful moans to harden him. Her hips swayed similarly. For the feeling was erotic, her body gave in, enjoying the titillating feeling, she felt down there. Feeling sudden flow of
heat down, which caused pleasure to overshadow her words, she whispered,
"Dangshin.....Dangshin...I'm...ab..out..to ¢um!, she moaned tearing her eyes, the instance he glanced at her. His movements stopped causing her to groan.
"Look me in eyes!", he ordered strictly, playing with her walls. She nodded abruptly when he spoke,
"Say me words, little doll!". Holding the feeling inside herself, she held her voice,
"Pls...pls do...do it!..I..I..need you...need you bad!", she moaned causing him to smirk. His movements caught her senses, blinding her with sexual arousement. And she came all over him. Sliding his finger out, it caught his mouth. His eyes never breaking off hers. His actions had made her all horny and for now, she wanted him inside her. When he dipped his face inside her legs, his tongue flicking the substance off her. Her hold on the comforter tightened with the warmth of his tongue causing several new feelings to earn her. The moment his eyes met her, his tongue wiped the remaining out of his lips bringing a churning feeling inside her stomach.
"You've been a very good boy tonight, so it's my turn!", she spoke catching him off gaurd. Without any prior warning, she caught his lips, the similar way he did to hers. Eating them up, she could feel something hard poking her bad. The man brought himself out of sweatpants and boxers, resulting in her intense stare. Breaking the kiss, he saw the way she had eyes glued upon his monster. Holding her hand, he brought it down, causing him to groan.  Her eyes shifted to him then down to his s€x!
"Familiarise yourself, little doll!". Her finger ran down his erection, allowing the warmth to reach her palm and then further travel her body. She noticed the way his features hardened, when she caught him in a fist.
"Move your fist up and down!", he spoke dominantly. Biting her lip, she led the movement causing him to moan. Her attention shifted to him and the pleasure, his face showed. Moving herself faster, she caught his raspy groans. When her grip loosened due to the hot liquid, spilled upon the sole of her palm. The man breathed a long sigh, before holding her palm and cleaning the material. Kissing her cheek, he held her securly in his embrace. She was just aphrodisiacs, he couldn't pull himself away. The more he tries, the harder he fails.
"You've been a really good girl!", he spoke. Cleaning himself, he eyed her, her face held blush. Her body held a layer of sweat, yet she looks ravishing. Laying down, he took deep breaths when her lips met his neck. Sucking it hard, she claimed him as hers! Her lips ran down his entire chest, kissing the scars beneath them. Spending some time on his biceps, she promised to let her love conquer his pains!

So this is for today. I don't know how it might feel to u cuz I had no knowledge on such.....I hope you'll like it. Well the next chapter is gonna be interesting. For its between the rivals. Thank you so much!