Roomates(Cameron Dallas Fanfiction)

chapter 36

*Cams p.o.v*

8:28pm.

Hours passed. No sign of Madelyn. I sat in my room waiting. No Tv, no computer, just me staring at my phone waiting for a call back. I still have this horrible feeling in my gut. I can't shake it, even though I've tried so hard to. All I can think about is Madelyn. I don't know what to do. I understand she probably needs space right now. I want her to have time to herself or with a friend. But I'd like it if she would call me back or something. I just get worried, and now she's pregnant so I feel like I need to be more protective but I don't want to drive her away. I just want everything to be okay. I don't want anything to happen to her. I just get this nervous feeling when I don't know where she is. I can't describe it but I don't like this feeling what so ever.

9:24pm

I can't handle this feeling anymore. I need to go out. I need to try to get this feeling to go away. I need to get my mind off Madelyn. I texted Matt asking I'd she was with him, but I didn't get a respond. I don't think I've ever been like this before. It's weird. I feel like I'm itching to see Mads or at least know she's okay. I don't know why I'm getting like this. I don't know why she won't contact me. I understand the whole thing that happened, it's a but overwhelming. Especially since she's gonna be a mom. I just hope she knows I'm gonna stick with her through the whole way, even if she doesn't want me around. I'll always be there. Even though I'm scared, I'm actually excited. I know I won't be the best dad but I'll do my best to make my daughter or son happy. I know I can handle having a kid, it's just a nerve-wracking process.

10:02pm.

Okay. I'm gonna go out. I can't handle this overwhelming feeling right now. I think I'm gonna grab some food. I honestly don't know exactly what I'm doing. But anything is better than sitting around staring at my phone. I jumped in my car and started heading downtown. I stopped into Taco bell really quick and grabbed some food. I started driving, very unsure of where I was going. But I didn't care. I didnt care one bit. All I wanted to do was get everything off my mind. I honestly wish I had a destination but I have no idea where I am going. I want to go somewhere stunning. A place without a name. Like a place that can take your breath away from the view. But I don't think I'm going to end up anywhere near there. I'm just on sketchy back roads.I started driving for what seemed like 15 minutes but it was definitely a lot longer. Hours had passed of continuous driving but it never seemed that long.

12:57am.

Driving at night is always a beautiful thing. I ended up getting onto a highway. But a couple miles on the highway I ended getting off and back onto country roads. I sat there driving unaware of everything going on around me. All I was paying attention to was the road. Even my thoughts had seem to be distant. I've been on this road for a little bit and not one car has been on it with me. It made it more peaceful. I continue to pay attention to the road and only the road but all of a sudden my car started slowing down so I pulled over. I looked down at my dash and the low gas light was on. I ran out of gas. "Fuck." I mumbled. I hit my stirring wheel, letting my frustration out. I continued to hit it until I felt better. I sat there in complete silence. I didn't know what to do. I knew I could just call my mom but I don't know where I am and I don't care to find out. I don't know why I won't call anyone but I just have this strong feeling against it. I sat there unable to fight my thoughts anymore as I sat thinking until I drifted to sleep.

9:42am.

I woke up with a stiff neck. I checked the time. I decided to call the nearest towing/auto repair shop(which was only 4 miles down the road). Around 30 minutes after my conversation with them, they came and towed my car to the repair shop. I decided to get my car checked out even though it just needed gas. Around a half and hour later I was in my car driving home. It was a short drive, well that's what if felt like. I didn't really pay attention to time. I mostly paid attention to my surroundings. It was all new to me. The ride had been an unusual one but it was worth it because I've never been there and it was a whole new experience. It's also helped me clear my head out and make me feel a lot better.

1:13pm

I entered my house tossing my keys on the counter. I felt this anger as I walked inside. After everything that just happened, I couldn't help but to this roaring anger inside of me. I knew I had to relax because one blow up could mess a lot of things up right now. "Cameron?" A faint voice called out. I looked up to Madelyn staring at me. "You're home. I've been up waiting for you." She said softly. "I'm glad you're home." She said trying to give me a hug. "I'm wish I could say the same thing." I said getting out if her grasp.

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