When Life Takes A Turn (Completed)

Chapter 35

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I spent my day reading Ben's books and passed some time on his PC for time. I also called Lisa once and talked to her. She sounded so happy. Apparently they went to a resort to spend time together. My best friend is so lucky.

I didn't tell her about what happened between me and Evan . Otherwise, she'll get worried about me and come back.

I don't want to spoil her weekend because of me.

I'll tell when they come back.

Its almost dinner time and I am so hungry.

Because of what happened today, I didn't have my breakfast and I didn't even have my lunch...

Urghhh...Evan... Because of you I have to stay away from food.

I felt shivers passing through my skin when I thought of Evan.

I don't know how I am feeling right now.

I don't know if I am angry on him because he doesn't like me.. or Am I embarrassed that I confessed it to him..

God... my life was so sorted before Evan came.

My thoughts were interrupted by the knock on the door.

"Becca?", I heard Evan's voice through the door.

I didn't reply.

"Please open the door Becca.."

I didn't open the door.

"Please Becca, I know you are listening. Please open the door? "

"Evan, Please leave. I don't want to talk just yet. Please leave me alone?", I said as softly as possible. I have no energy to get into an argument with him again.

"Becca, please?"

"Evan, please go.. I don't want to talk.."

"Becca, if you don't open the door right now, I swear I will break the door.", he said in a stern voice.

I lazily got up from the bed and opened the door.

There he was leaning on the door frame.

"Becca?"

"Yes Evan.. say", i said taking a seat on the bed.

"About today... ?", he started but i interrupted him.

"I know... I know you don't feel the same.. and it's okay. I should have known. I know how much you loved Clara."

He nodded.

"I am just not ready yet..", he said taking a step towards me.

"I know Evan and It's my fault. I shouldn't have expected it. I mean... look at me..", I sighed.

"No Becca. You are wrong. There is so much to you. You are such a beautiful girl.", he said placing both his hands on my cheeks.

I blinked.

"You are amazing Becca. You make me smile. After all that happened, I gave up on my life, I gave up on myself. When I met you, I thought things can still be fine. I felt good around you. You give me hope.", He said.

"I don't want to loose you. Right now, I just want spend time with you. I am just not very sure about my feeling. You are a special person Becca.", he added and kissed my forehead.

"But, you still love Clara."

He nodded.

And a tear escaped my eyes.

"Becca, I know how you are feeling. And I know it's terrible but I just... I don't know. I am not sure about my feelings and myself. I don't want to lead you anywhere. I just don't want to hurt you. ", he said and wiped my tear with his thumb and carressed my cheeks.

I nodded.

"I am .... uh... sorry...", he said.

Wait a second..

Did he just say sorry?

Evan said sorry?

"Evan? did you just say sorry?", I asked raising a brow.

"uh.. ya", he said scratching the back of his neck nervously.

I giggled.

"Evan Harrison said sorry?", I said lightening the mood.

I couldn't punish him..

After all it's not his fault.

"It is not funny Becca..", he said his lips forming a hard line.

Aww.....

I pulled his cheeks.

"You are so cute.", I said.

"Hey, don't call me cute.", He said pouting.

"Then what do I call you?", I asked.

"Hot.", He winked.

Yes he is definitely hot. but wait I am not going to accept it.

"Hot? you? please!", I said.

"Oh come on. You know you love it.", he said pointing to his body.

"Evan... I have to confess one more thing..", I said.

His brows creased.

"What?", he said. his voice full of concern.

"I... umm"

"Say it Becca please.", he said.

"Ummm.. I am hungry evan!", I said bursting in laughter.

"You... scared me! stupid! ", he said and threw a pillow at my face.

We both laughed.

This feels good.

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