Last First Kiss

Chapter 32

"I'm sorry for what I said to you. I was mad. I didn't mean for it to hurt your feelings or anything," I apologized to Zayn.

He looked at me and smiled a bit. "It's okay. So how's the skipping coming along?"

"I got attacked by a vampire if that spikes your interest." I let out a humorless chuckle then rest my chin on my knees.

"Really? Are you okay? Did he hurt you?" Zayn asked frantically.

"I'm fine. He didn't hurt me it was more like I was the one hurting him... if that even makes sense." I looked down feeling a bit sad at that information.

"How?" He asked, sounding confused.

I looked at my wrist. I had done it so many times that it doesn't hurt me anymore. I took my nail and cut my skin, not drastically, just a scratch. I didn't feel any pain as I did so and watched the blood ooze out.

"My blood..." I whispered and showed him my cut.

"Are you crazy? Did you just cut yourself?" He asked in disbelief.

I shrugged. "It doesn't hurt." I wiped the blood off with my finger.

"So, your blood is torturing the guy and you feel bad about it?" He repeated.

I nod.

"It isn't your fault that you were born with it. You shouldn't feel bad," he tried reassuring me.

"Even if I shouldn't, I still do. It looked like he was suffering. He even had the chance to take some, yet he forced himself to let go of me and ran away," I told him.

"Who was he?"

"The guy that was dressed in black."

"You mean the one that was walking around school?"

I nod.

"I thought he was freaky," he continued as if he was right.

"Just because the guy is a vampire, doesn't mean that he's freaky," I jumped to the vampire's defense.

"No, not that. I mean the clothes."

"Oh, so if I wore black that would make me a freak? Plus, he was hot... with the clothes and I know he wouldn't look so bad without them too." I smirked.

"Whoa, horny girl," Zayn said.

I laughed. "You know many girls were thinking that."

"If I were dressed like that, would you like me?"

I froze for a moment. "I'm sorry, but only some guys can pull it off... no offense."

He laughed. "Yeah, I thought so."

"I don't want you to try anything," I say in a low voice.

"Would it even hurt to try?" He asked back just as low.

I sighed. "Please, give up."

"I won't. Destinee, I know that you love him and I don't want you to get mad at me, but he's dead. He can't come back. You need to move on. You're free to try anything."

I bit my lower lip to prevent myself from swearing at him... for now.

I sighed again and took a deep breath. "What do you mean by 'anything'?"

"I mean, why don't you try a human for once? A human guy? Like me? You never know if you'd like it better than a vampire."

"I'm sorry, but human guys seem bland to me. I have more interest in vampire guys. Like that guy who attacked me."