Little things (A Keith Urban Fan Fic)

Chapter 9

-about an hour later-

"Where the hell is he?" I've clearly been crying "I screwed up. badly." i sit down on the floor leaning up against the wall. I try to call him but it goes straight to voicemail.

"Caitlin I'm sure he hasn't gone far. He'll come back he just needs time to calm down. You know he loves you and is trying. But he doesn't feel like you trust him."

I manage to say while crying "I know he is trying and i wanna trust him i really do but i i just cant its probably cause I've been hurt before.. i know he won't hurt me -not intentionally at least- and i just went and hurt him. I feel so bad. I never meant for this to happen... he would be so much better if he had never met me. i wish i could go back and change it" i just bury my head in between my knees

"I dont. i dont want anything to be different. You make my world go round and i cant live without you. Every relationship has its rough patches and this is one of them. I love you. Thats never gonna change. I wouldn't wish it to change at all. I didn't mean what i said earlier.. i know you've been hurt in the past and you need to learn to trust again. i wanna be there with you every step of the way. I really do love you." he sits next to me and i just burst out crying i turn and just bawl into his chest.

-after i finish crying-

"Well this has been an eventful day" Keith says with a smile

"Yes it has. um we're you serious about the ring?"

"Yup" he's grinning

"I wanna learn to trust again" i kiss him as he drops me off at home "ill see you soon"