Little things (A Keith Urban Fan Fic)

Chapter 45

-I drive home in shock-

Keith will be so happy.. but I cant tell him yet.. I don't know why I cant tell him but I just cant...

-I arrive home-

Keith isn't home yet. I call Nikki crying.

"Hey whats wrong?"

"I'm - I'm pregnant again"

"Caitlin! thats great!"

"Yeah I guess"

"You know Keith will be there right beside you, he wants to start a family after all"

"True but.. I'm not ready yet"

"Caitlin you can do this"

"I know its just.. I'm scared"

"Don't be afraid, have you told Keith yet?"

"No.. he's not home"

He clears his throat causing me to jump.

"I gotta go ill call you later" I hang up.

"Who was that?" Keith's a little concerned

"Oh it was Nikki"

"Why did "she" want to know if I was home?"

"We were having a conversation and it came up"

"Sure" he isn't happy

"Keith whats wrong?"

"I come home to find you on the phone with someone and your telling them that I'm not home. what do you think?"

"Keith I'm not cheating on you. I really don't need this right now." I'm still crying a little

He just realized that i had been crying "hey whats wrong? I know you wouldn't I just.. got worried"

"Nothing. I'm fine"

"Cait whats up?"

"Its nothing I'm fine"

"Did something hap-"

"I said it was NOTHING" I snap at him then get up and run out to the back porch.

He follows me out "that is so not like you, what happened? did the doctor say something bad?"

I'm crying "I'm sorry i just lost it back there. I- I.. its nothing" I walk over to him and he engulfs me into a hug.

"I know, its ok. I still love you. everyone looses it once in a while"

We stand there for a good minute or two.

"So you good?" he asks

"Yeah I'm fine." I fake a smile

"You sure?"

"Yes I'm sure" I laugh a little.

"Ok" he grins

"I'm going riding, ill be back later"

"Ok can I come?"

"I kinda want to go alone if thats alright"

"Uh ok sure thats fine. Ill do yard work then" he's a little confused "Oh! you know Hollywood week is like next week right? have you started rehearsing yet?"

"Yeah.."

"Can I hear it?"

"No"

"Why?"

"Cause then Id have a unfair advantage cause I could get feedback"

"True but-"

"No buts, ill be back later" I say with a little bit of attitude. I go and run out to the barn. I don't even bother to tack him up I just grab his bridle, fetch him from the paddock and go out bareback. He knows something's up cause I have him take off instead of letting him take it easy while we make our way away from the barn...