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Can you hear me crying?

LMFAO im totally joking guys. Im just happy you're enjoying the story.

{Y/N's POV}

The night begins to slowly take over my end of the world. Darkness whispers to me as I wait for it to make its presence completely known to me.

Not yet here, but coming.

The world around me slowly begins to turn a dark blue. Darkness slowly casting its shadow on this place. In a half hour or so everything will be pitch black, the only thing illuminating the night will be the streetlights lining the roads.

I watch intensively as everything darkens, and I see beauty within it.

I begin to wonder how I can see such a gorgeous aura around something that causes me so much suffering.

Before i always tried my very best to be doing something every night. It kept my mind from running off into random thought. I found myself in my worst moments when I let my mind wander. When there is nothing but you and the silence, darkness around you. You can let yourself fall into some miserable places.

I fell so very far.

But now I understand the darkness for what it really is. Or at least what it really is to me. It's a beautiful pain, an immaculate anguish.

The moon slowly begins to rise in my peripheral vision. Glowing big and bright as it makes its presence known to anyone up, willing to listen to its taunting whispers.

It speaks to me, and I find myself always up to speak back to it. I haven't missed one of our little chats in a year. Because when I find myself at a point where I can't talk about the things I'm going through to the people around me. I find the moon a very welcoming companion.

It doesn't interrupt or judge. Its just sits and listens. And maybe it can't say anything back or give me advice. But i don't usually need that. I just need something to listen.

Maybe I'm insane.
What would you call the girl who talks to the moon?

Just as im about to begin my conversation something catches my eye. I life my head up gently from my arms i had once had it rested on. My arms laying, folded at the window as i watch every little thing, seeing every little movement. And in this moment something begins to corrupt my view. Disrupting the peaceful serenity that i once admired.

I let out an amused breath watching Jungkook slowly creep out of his window. Lowering himself down to the ground with ease. Obviously not the first time he has done such a thing. Not long after, a car drives up to the front of the house, lights turned down low in an attempt not to wake anyone. And Jungkook hops into the back.

The car then wastes no time to speed off quickly.

{Jungkook's POV}

Do you ever just feel lost in a place that used to be your safety? Maybe not this specific house in this specific town, But whats within, where the kids drink from shiny plastic red cups, and the smell of marijuana hits you like a truck when you first walk in. Noises and music making it hard to hear your own thoughts.

But that's what i liked about it.

but it seems that tonight there are to many for even the people and music to drown out. I take another slow sip from my cup, yet another rowdy person coming up to say hello to me like we're friends or something.

I never understood that.

Seeing each other in multiple places, multiple parties does not make us friends. It doesn't even make us cool. Your just a person who happens to know the same people i do

No need to come up and act fake friendly.

I push my way through the crowd, not feeling the vibe this party is giving off. Even after a little bit of weed and three glasses of whatever the hell they have out tonight.

Maybe it just hasn't hit me yet, but i don't have the patience to wait for it to.

I grab my jacket from the couch and pull it on over my body, ready to leave and begin the walk home when someone grabs my arm from behind. I turn around and see her.

Standing in beautiful bliss.

Hallie smiles up at me letting her hand slide down my arm so her fingers can intertwine with mine. But i don't return the favor.

She's a sweet girl, but she expects more from me than im willing to give. I'm not the boyfriend type. I can't take care of her.

Being with the same person for to long always get boring to me. Sure shes exciting for now, she's a challenge. But when she not anymore, i don't see the point.

Even the girls who aren't so challenging appeal to me at the time. Sometimes im just not in the mood for the chase. But they too lose my interest quickly.

"I was hoping you would be here. You never texted me back." She says in a perky tone. I look down at her and try to think up some type of excuse, but in all honestly i don;'t have one.

I just didn't text her back, simple as that.

"Yeah, sorry," I replied pulling my hand back from hers. She looks instantly disappointed, but she's persistent. Which throws me off a bit. A couple days ago i was the one working to get with her.

I guess people are like that though. You give them attention and they turn you down. Then you leave and they wonder where all that attention they once had gone.

She's needy.

"So did you hear? Its my birthday."

I knew. But i don't exactly know what i was supposed to do with that information.

Buy her a card?

"And?"

She bites down onto her lip before reaching up, taking my jacket in her hands. Pulling me down to her lips. Her kiss is just as needy as her demeanor, but at the moment i don't mind.

I kiss her back, wrapping my one arm around her waist pulling her close. I can feel her shiver under my touch, causing my to instantly smile into her lips.

She's adorable.

After a minute she pulls back, lust in her eyes.

And that's a look I'm never mad to see.

Once again she bites down seductively on her bottom lip. "Let's go upstairs."

I actually really liked writing this chapter. I tried my best to make it beautiful. At least in Y/N's POV, idk if it came across but i hope so. I think this was written better than the last couple chapters and im hopeful you guys like it ~ Livvy