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Im listening to Day6 right now, so im moody but i love it lmfao.

{Jungkook's POV}

"He doesn't think hes perfect you know." Y/N says after about ten minutes of driving in silence. We still have a bit until we are back home so suppose i will have to sit through her talking. I press my forehead to the window ready to begin enduring some deep and pointlessly inspirational quote from the lips of a girl who i wouldn't have expected would be able to come up with such things.

Even if i asked her not to talk she would do it anyway. Shes irritating like that. If there is a point she feels the need to get across nothing is going to stop her. Although i have noticed that despite this thing inside of her that forced these words out she is very perceptive to peoples emotions. She doesn't push if she doesn't have to. So i suppose despite the irritating aspects of who she is there is a lot of good there too.

Shes a good person, she just talks to damn much.

At first, all i would get from her was some snarky comment every now and then putting me in my place. Which really got under my skin. It bothered me how she had that effect. How she spoke to me will absolutely no respect when i had annoyed her. She just didn't care. Who i was didn't matter to her.

I guess shes a lot like me..

Maybe that's why we got so close so quick. Its probably also why we clash like we do.

"He is trying really hard Jungkook. give him a break okay?" She asks in a light tone. I sigh, pulling back from the window, throwing my body back into my seat.

"He's not the only one who needs a break." I reply.

I hear her let out a sigh that matched mine. Pressing onto the breaks of the car as she pulls over at the side of the road.

What the hell is she doing?

Oh dear lord, she stopped the car to talk.

I look up to the ceiling as if looking to God. "Why do you hate me?"

She pulls the keys from the car and turns her body to face me. back pressed up against the door as she pulls her knees up to her chest, wrapping her arms around them in the way she does.

Its actually really cute. If you can get past everything else.

"Well.. if you don't want to talk to him. Talk to me." She says in a serious tone.

I roll my eyes. "If i wasn't willing to tell my best friend why would i tell you?"

"Because i know how you think to an extent. You don't want to seem like a burden or bother him to much. And sometimes certain things are harder to tell the people closest to us. Don't you think?" She asks, trying to make eye contact with me. That's something different. Its not a hard thing to notice, Y/N strays away from eye contact for the most part.

And when she accidentally makes it she twists the ring around her finger or messes around with the hem of her shirt. I don't think i have really ever seen her go out of her way to make eye contact with someone. Maybe once before.. but its not usual.

"Someone really important to me once said that its okay to go through things. And you don't have to tell everyone about whats going on in your life. But you shouldn't hide your pain from the people you know care. Im not saying you have to sit here and tell me your whole life story. or go into detail about everything going on right now. But at least tell me if your okay or not." She explains.