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078 (End Of Book 1?)

The living room was basically silent as she sat down upon the couch as I had asked her to. Neither of us speaking a word to each other. I assumed that she was searching for the correct words to tell me what it is she needed to tell me. And I was waiting patiently to hear them.

That, however, didn't seem to be the case right from the beginning.

"I don't know why I came to you honestly. It just feels like I don't have anyone else you know?" She asks while sitting upon my couch, bunching up the hem of her dress with her hands as she sits nervously.

Me and Amelia... it's a strange relationship we have I guess you could say. I care for her a lot and we used to be closer than we are now but life separated us at some point. She grew closer to the church and I obviously went in the opposite direction. It seemed to be the only place we really spent time together, I didn't really notice though, not until I stopped attending.

She was younger than me and I always felt a sense of responsibility for her. One I feel for someone else now...

I still care for Amelia though and I want her to be okay.

She doesn't seem okay though.

Her cheeks were flushed and she wouldn't stop nervously fidgeting. Eyes were puffy and looked irritated from crying. I could see she was suffering but I didn't want to push her into telling me why. I knew she needed to take her own time and I had to find the patience within me to wait.

"I heard Jungkook was staying with you, him and that girl right?" She asked looking up at me. The sudden change in subject shocked me but I played along understanding that she may be easing herself into telling me whatever she showed up on my doorstep to tell me.

I nod my head. "Y/N, yes." I reply. Somehow feeling weird about someone calling her that girl.

"How is that going?" She asks with a small forced laugh. Eyes never really meeting mine.

"It has been interesting. We all have a way of successfully getting under each other's skin." I reply.

"I hadn't got a lot of time to talk to her but she seems really lovely. I can see why he likes her." She said with a sad smile.

This couldn't all be about Jungkook and Y/N could it?

Surely not.

Jungkook was too obvious about his feelings though. Even without trying to. He used to be so calm and collected but Y/N does something to him that other girls couldn't. He gets flustered around her. She gets to him in a certain way and its intoxicating to him. We have spoken about it a lot. She has him wrapped around her finger and she has no idea.

Not as if she would do anything about it if she did.

I can see the way she looks at him too... But she is so focused on all of us being friends that she forces herself to be blind to those feelings between the two of them.

I shake my head at myself after processing my thoughts. Talking about Jungkook and Y/N in the way I used to. When I wanted them together. Recently I still wanted them to be together, but I couldn't help how I was beginning to feel for her.

It was clear to me that such an idea wasn't possible though.

Its become even more clear now.