▍Starlight | j.jk ✔

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Shoutout to vibrant_hues for being the first person to guess Taehyung.

{Y/N's POV}

"Any specific reason you were laying in the grass?" Taehyung asks me, bringing my wandering attention back to him.

I look from Jungkook over to him and nod.
"I was trying to calm my mind."

About an hour of just sitting here with him talking and I seem to find a surprising ease telling him things. He seems so non-threatening.
Taehyung is very kind.

Its almost two in the morning now and Jungkook's parents still aren't home. I asked Taehyung where it was they were, but he told me he didn't know.

Taehyung brings his wrist up looking down reading the time on his watch.

"You should go get some sleep."

I let my body fall back onto the couch, sinking into it with a sigh.

"If I could I would."

Taehyung looks from me to Jungkook letting out an amused huff. Smiling up at me a bit.

Before i can ask what he finds so amusing, a set of groans fills the room. Jungkook flips onto his back, mouth open as he takes deep breaths. Ive always found it hard to watch people suffer in this condition.

"Where is the bathroom?" I ask looking over to Taehyung. He looks behind him and points to the door right inside the hallway.

I quickly walk off in the search for a cloth of some kind. Inside one of the cabinets is a stack of colorful towels. I grab a small one and begin to run cold water over it. I twist it, ringing the cloth out before walking it back out to the living room, placing myself on the couch by Jungkook.

I reach up and push the hair by his forehead back so i can begin my attempt at making things a bit more comfortable for him. I begin to wipe his face trying to cool him down and maybe get ride of some of the sweat.

He looks so...hmm.

I don't even have a word for it.

{Taehyung's POV}

I watch her carefully. Her ever movement gentle and soft, full of care. I tell myself to stop looking but i just can't seem to be able to.

I begin to wonder about the future. My mind attempting to wrap around things to come even though i have told myself many times not to do that to myself.

Worrying about things to come is pointless. Because no matter your feelings or opinions on then, they will continue on. There is no stopping fate.

Its hard to grasp the concept that all things are meant to happen for a reason. That everything is planned out and we just have to let go and be okay with it.

I don't know if ive grasped it, or if im even okay with it.

But i won't fight it.

Because in the end.. whats the point?

{Y/N's POV}

Taehyung speaks a lot about time. But it's in a way I've never seen someone speak about time. It's not with contempt or desire. It's with admiration.

At first, I couldn't decipher it, but I can now.

He respects it.

"Do you believe people are destined to meet each other?"

I look over to Taehyung watching me carefully, I'm back at my original position on the couch beside him.

"I think Destiny is a load of crap."

He smiles at me chuckling a bit.

"Is it because you truly believe there is no backbone to the theory of it or because you just can't stand being out of control?"

I glare up at him which only makes him laugh more.

"Im sorry." He says apologizing sweetly.

I pull my legs up on the couch wrapping my arms around them. My shoes placed neatly at the door where i took them off a while ago.

"What do you think about?" He asks out of nowhere. I lift my head looking up at him confused.

"What?"

Taehyung sits up, turning to face me.

"You said you were watching the stars to calm you mind. What is it you think about?"

His curiosity about my thoughts makes me curious myself.

Why does it matter?

"I think about a lot of stuff."

I know its ot the reply he wants but its the one he is getting. He doesn't need to know my thoughts.

"I would press one but i wouldn't even tell you my name so i guess i don't have to right to ask you to answer my questions."

He still has a smile on his face, watching me intently. I look away feeling my cheeks heat up. Getting flustered under his gaze.

"You're cute when you blush."

Out of nowhere, he reaches out and tucks a strand of my hair behind my ear. His thumb traces the side of my cheek and gives me goosebumps.

Before i know it he is leaning in, pressing his lips to mine.

The feeling puts my entire body on edge. His hand slips to the back of my neck, under my hair pulling me closer. I feel my entire body heat up as i press my hand to his chest, lips moving in sync with his.

His other hand slips around my waist making my shirt ride up a bit, And even the smallest glance of his hand on my skin makes me shiver.

I don't get caught up in moments like this easily, but this moment with him is different.

It feels... real.

I don't have a lot of that now.

He slides me closer, pulling me on top of his lap, our lips not parting throughout. My arms wrap around his neck holding him close.

"Fuck." Is all i hear before the sound of vomiting. I startle, pulling back from Taehyung. Stepping up from the couch to see Jungkook leaned over the couch throwing up.

Once again...Disgusting.

I know some of you may be confused but please know I do have a plan for once lol. ~ Livvy