▍Starlight | j.jk ✔

Im scared

(THE IS OLD, THE BOOK IS NOW OFFICIALLY REPUBLISHED)

Okay....so I changed my title because I was scared of my story getting taken down. But now I have been informed that a person is going around reporting people and stories they don't like and getting them deleted.
I'm terrified and I'm crying rn cause I'm scared. This account hasn't been up for a while but it means a lot to me, I'm almost to 10K and Babygirl will hit 1M sometime soon. I'm having a heart attack rn.
If I accidentally delete one chapter of mine it takes me forever to want to write it again.
If my account gets deleted idk what I'm going to do. I will cry for hours. This is honestly my life.

I don't have a lot of friends and I have shut myself off from a lot of people. So I come on here and I write and I talk to you guys, I will feel so defeated if this all gets deleted.

This is all I have... idk if I would come back. I feel like stuff like that stresses me out and causes me a lot of anxiety. Having to start over would break my heart.

I'm been worrying for hours trying to read over all my books to make sure they don't break any guidelines and I don't think they do but I'm still scared that I missed something.

I'm having so much anxiety rn.
It's so scary that I can't do anything to prevent it. I just have to sit and wait.

I'm crying rn thinking about it. I worked so hard on all of this. It might not seem like it but it's been rly hard to get all of this done.

Especially this book, I put a lot of myself into it. And my emotions are all here. It emotionally hurts me to write this book sometimes and I have to take breaks after specific parts. But I love this book. I'm so proud of it, and gosh this is so stressful.

Idk what I'm going to do.
If my account gets deleted would you want me to start over again and repost things?