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^ Im slowly adding these to every chapter. It should be all finished in a day or two^

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*Im watching the Jungkook Is Still A Baby videos. lmfao*

{Taehyung's POV}

Why did i do that?

What the hell is wrong with me?

I get caught up in moments to quickly, and then I make foolish decisions.

I do things without thinking and in the end, all I'm going to do is hurt the people around me.

Why are you even freaking Taehyung? Sometimes a kiss is just a kiss.

Some people don't overthink things the way you do..... most people.

By now Jungkook is up and in the kitchen sipping water. And Y/N is leaning over the sofa with the curtains pushed off to the side so she can watch the sun come up. I chuckle a bit to myself watching her.

She not like the girls around here, and ive only known her for one night.

"Its pretty isnt it?" I ask.

She doesn't look back at me at all. Not letting herself look away.

"Its an asshole." She replies simply.

Yup... Not like most girls.

I was expecting a cute smile and then some talk about how beautiful she thinks it is. But instead, she talks about the sun with disdain.

I look over at Jungkook, catching him watching her too.

She talks about things like he does. They have hatred for things, not people. Different things, but still its hard to miss the similarities in some of the things they say.

I think the thing Jungkook holds the greatest amount of hatred for is Time. He feels it has treated him unfairly. I wonder if he will ever understand that treating us unfairly is not times intent.

I worry about him and the way he deals with life. Shutting down or lashing out. There is no in-between with Jungkook.

He is so angry.

Hes angry at me, his parents, at his teachers, at time, at life in general.

But i have never met someone so mad at them-self.

He wants to get better but doesn't believe he can. So he stops trying. Sometimes he gets the nerve to step up and actually try, but any time something goes wrong he falls hard. And i have to be the one there to pick him up again and tell him that everything is going to be okay.

But he never believes me, how could he if i don't even believe myself?

I don't know if things are going to get better for him. But i hope to God that they do.