Okay so I did my assessment today.
I have moderate depression and anxiety and issues with identity concerning my gender. I will go to an LGBTQ group therapy session every Monday from 4-5 or 5:30 (I can't remember which one).
I'm doing good today. I was anxious to the point of terrible sleep and nearly throwing up, but I am doing good.
She asked me about my scars and asked me to show them. Which made me uncomfortable. Ive been around maybe a year clean now I think. She asked what I used as well.
She also asked if I was gender fluid which was kinda like,,, what? How'd you get that from what I look like? But no, I am not. At least I dont believe I am. But I hope this group therapy will help me with my gender identity and figuring out who I am.
I had to talk about my dad and grandma while I was there which was terrible. I told her about how my grandma told me I wasnt trans and we laughed together about it. She actually reminded me of my old guidance counselor from middle school lol.
But yeah! That's how I am doing! I hope you all are doing well too. I'll update this soon, I promise!!! <3
