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Chapter Thirty Five| I kind of wanna kiss you again

"Trying to keep our feelings secretly covered

You touch me and it's almost like we knew

That there will be history" 

-Lauv

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Today is Monday. I haven't seen Grayson since Friday night when we. . .you know.

He's been over, both Saturday and Sunday but I've been hiding in my room, I'm too scared to face him, what if he regrets the kiss? What if my breath smelt gross?

Unfortunately, there's no avoiding him at school, I'm not too sure what to do in this setting.

Caleb's still suspended for three more weeks, so he isn't here which is kind of a relief, it'd make everything a whole lot more awkward if he was which brings me to the next thing.

I'm a horrible sister, I shouldn't have kissed him, I would say the typical "It was just a kiss" line but that's far from the truth in this case, it was far more then a kiss, there were so many feelings, so many emotions involved, it's like so many months of hanging out together and forming a somewhat friendship, and we finally were able to kiss.

I had been craving his lips for longer than I knew myself, craving his touch.

I tried to keep all inappropriate thoughts out of my usually innocent brain though it didn't work, I kept thinking about how his hands fit so perfectly on my waist, it makes me imagine how nice his hands with feel wandering my body, and his lips, oh god. I could kiss those all day and not get bored.

I found myself wondering why I kissed him, why. I don't know.

Because you like him.

I can't. I can't like him. He's Grayson Snow, he's a player.

Maybe I shouldn't be so judgmental, you know what they say, don't judge a book by its cover.

I need to tell Taylor, maybe I shouldn't I don't know, she might spill the beans.