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(Undeniably in love with the bad boy - shortly known as Undeniably)
"Grayson. . This isn't right. What if my brother finds out?" I...
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"When I close my eyes All I think about is you All I think about is"
-PRETTYMUCH
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I woke up to the crisp fresh air breezing across my face, I groaned snuggling my face further into Grayson's neck, smiling when I heard him snore softly.
I had my arm draped across Grayson's bare abdomen, his arm wrapped around my waist, keeping me flush against his side.
Unfortunately, being out in a forest in the morning means chirping birds and singing crickets, which would usually be somewhat relaxing but when all I wanted to do was sleep on my boyfriend's chest, I'd rather be in pure silence.
When I realised there was no way I could fall asleep, my eyes fluttered open, squinting at the immediate brightness that I wasn't used to.
I smiled as soon as I saw the flower field in the distance and the once lit, now dulled candles surrounding the bed, the silk sheets draped across Grayson and I's bare bodies.
I looked up at him, smiling even wider when I saw his peaceful, sleeping face. I don't know how it's possible to look so perfect whilst sleeping, I snore, my mouth is wide open, and I drool like a dog after staring at a treat for five minutes.
I felt different.
I mean of course I do, I just lost my virginity. I felt bad for not feeling guilty, guilty about just giving a part of myself to my brother's best friend, my last part of my innocence. But I didn't, I didn't feel an ounce of guilt, or maybe I just taught myself to bury it deep down after spending so much time with Grayson. I more so felt guilty for not feeling guilty.
Call me heartless or selfish, but Grayson is one of those things that are completely and utterly wrong, yet so right at the same time. One of those things you have to decide whether it's worth the risk, and worth the sacrifice.
In this case, he definitely was.
Whether Caleb approves or not, whether Avery bullies me or Taylor say's I'm stupid and inconsiderate, it won't change my mind.
