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Chapter Forty Six| Can I drive this car off a cliff?

  "Feel like I'm always apologizing for
feeling like I'm out of my mind
when I'm doing just fine"

-Selena Gomez & Julia Michaels  

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I woke up, more excited than usual. I've never been a morning person but ever since Grayson Snow came into the equation, I'm more than happy to get out of bed in the morning just to see his handsome face.

I'd be lying if I said things between him and I haven't been difficult considering Caleb's back at school, he's been spending more time at practice since boosters have been showing up to watch drills, as he says "I've got to be the best, baby. I need this scholarship." Which I'm completely understanding with, so he's been working his butt off though now Caleb isn't part of the team I can actually watch now, and not get caught by my brother.

Along with him practicing consistently, I've been working almost as much but I can't complain, the more money the easier getting into college will be. Not to mention I've been studying my butt off, graduation is coming closer and closer and every single teacher is piling on the assignments and exams.

I've only had three hours sleep, three. And I'm absolutely exhausted, hence the fact my hair is in the most unattractive bun and I have the worst bags under my eyes, sleep hasn't been something I've been getting much of lately.

I think teachers forget how stressed we teenagers get and that unlike most stereotypes, not all teenagers get high and go to parties twenty four seven, most of us stay home studying or doing extra credit work, just to be given more work straight afterwards.

I sighed, pulling my jeans up, zipping them up then throwing on one of Grayson's jumpers, no one will notice—hopefully.

It's extremely oversized, I mean what do you expect you should see the height difference but the more oversized it is the more comfortable it is.