Bonus #1 | Dear, God

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Dear, God

I'm writing this, despite not even being religious towards you. I mean, yeah, my dad is catholic but my mom is buddhist so I got to conflicting sides and now that I think about it, I should've addressed this letter to Buddha because of who I'm writing about. Never mind, I've written like three sentences already, might as well continue.

So, hey, God, how you doing?

I'm doing pretty great (for once in my life.) I've got the girl of my dreams, accepted into the college of my choice and mending my current mental state. Life has been going good for me so far. Nick has been good, he has met someone (I heard that you don't approve of that shit, but love is love right?) and Rivera and I have been making a relationship out of each other. To come to think, Rivera isn't that bad.

But Rivera, or Nick isn't what I came here to talk about. I came here to talk about one person in mind and that one person is Francena.

Dear God, I am helplessly in love with this girl and I would appreciate it if you don't put her through any more shit than she needs to.

She's still sad about the events about her brother. I only got to witness a bit of a glimpse between their relationship but I knew they were close. The fact that Francena can't handle the fact that Kenji is gone—hurts me. When she bawled out in front of me, begging me to leave her alone, I felt my world cracking because there it was—laying on the floor helplessly screaming in tears.

She still not over it—and who could be? I mean, when we're out, sometimes she sees a pair of siblings visiting the campus and I don't know, her mood just shuts down. I don't know how to help her other than to be there for her and allow for her to vent but I feel like that's not enough.

I love this girl, and I don't want her to hurt.

I've seen her in her worst state and she seen me in mine. I just want her to be happy, okay? That isn't too much to ask, right?

Because that's my girl. So, please, stop hurting my girl any longer.

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