Matt's POV
She just..no way. That couldn't have been her.
I slap my face over and over to wake myself up.
Nothing.
I walk out of the room and back into mine.
I grab my phone and look at my lock screen and just stare at it.
Then, I just drop it on the ground.
What's happening to me?
You're slowly falling love with her.
Shut up, no I'm not.
Yes you are.
I lay back on my bed.
I close my eyes and wonder to myself,
do I love her?
Cam's POV
It was a mistake.
All of it.
I shouldn't have had sex with her.
I shouldn't have kissed her all those times.
I shouldn't have told her, I cared.
It was all a lie.
Mickie's POV
Damn.
I love myself.
C.J's POV
I walk into the bathroom and sit on the toilet to take a breather.
Woah. I can't believe I just did that. I almost threw up. Mentally.
I'm slowly falling for him, and the hardest thing about that was admitting it to myself. I've known him for a rough three months. We've lived together so it wasn't that hard to get to know who he really was. He may be the stupidest, most heartless, disgusting jerk I've ever met but that's just half of the reasons why I'm falling for him. I hear my phone ring so I run to my room, hoping Matt still isn't in there.
Fortunately, he isn't.
The phone reads, 4 missed calls from Sammy.
Oh god.
I quickly call him back.
"S-Sammy? I saw you called." I say nervously.
"Yeah. Uh, I've got something to tell you." He says.
"About tomorrow, it's not actually happening is it?" He asks.
"Um, I don't know, why?" I ask.
"The other night, you know, when we, and the stuff I said, I don't know how else to say this. I didn't mean it. Any of it." He says. I don't know how to feel. I don't remember anything because I was too drunk.
"Oh, okay." I say with no emotion.
"You're not mad?" He asks.
"Nah. I don't remember much. Just everything after I got home." I say remembering the feeling of Matt's lips on mine.
"Lemme guess. You and Matt like, had sex or something." He says laughing and I don't understand what he's laughing about.
"What?" I say.
"Nothing. I'm just kidding." He says still laughing.
"No, how's that funny?" I ask very confused.
"It's funny because that could never happen." He says.
"What could never happen?" I ask.
"You and Matt." He says.
"Why not? You don't think I'm good enough for him?" I stand up for myself.
"No. it's just-" He starts.
"It's just what?" I say getting annoyed.
"It's just Matt doesn't have sex with anybody." He says.
I stand there confused.
"So he's a virgin?" I ask.
"Nah. Ever since-" He pauses again.
"Ever since what?" I ask.
"Never mind, I gotta go." He says.
"No, finish what you were gonna say." I say anxious for his answer.
"I've said too much. Bye C.J." He says then hangs up before I could say anything.
What was he gonna say?
Who was he gonna bring up?
Lucy maybe.
Ugh, if it is.
I don't know what it is but I really don't like her.
Not the way she looks or anything, it's just, it seems like she has a history with Matt that he doesn't want me to know about.
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sorry this was short. I got lazy.
