"Tere Kaandhe Se Hi Lag Ke
Yaara Beete Umar Saari
Socho Kaisi Hogi Kismat
Hua Yun Toh Phir Humaari
Saare Aansoon Toh Ho Tere
Aur Aankhein Ho Humaari
Tere Dard Humein Jo Mile Pyaar Mein
Tere Dard Humein Jo Mile Pyaar Mein
Hum Khushi Se Yun Bhar Jayenge"
Putting on a thin tank and shorts I move back to the living room where he sat deep In thought very clearly thinking about what had happened in the shower. I'd thought about it a fair lot myself coming to the conclusion that he wasnt wrong for doing it and neither I wrong for having him stop. That shouldn't be how it happened. I wasnt expecting some typical "suhaag raat" type decoration but we could do better than the shower and a vulnerable state. I pick up the still pleasantly warm box of pizza moving to sit next to him on the sofa. "Khana nhi hai?" I question clinking open my drink letting my eyes fall on his slightly swollen hand. Anger was definitely his only considerable downfall. Although I'd beg to agree that he also looked his best then, I let out a soft chuckle starting to see the mood swings everyone said I had. I'd been crying for longer than I should've but the little churn in my stomach had faded away the second Sidharth told me to calm down in the most effective way possible. Shreya was always right about me needing just a boost of love to step out of the grave my mind dug for itself.
Si - "Im sorr-"
"It's seriously okay Sidharth, gussa nhi hi main and I didn't stop you because I wasn't comfortable, I just... aise nhi hona chahiye. " I mumble getting up to grab the small first aid I had hanging behind the door. I grab his hand placing it against my bare knee, letting him stare slightly surprised at what I'd said. "So we can?" He asks wincing as I clean up his hand. I give him a nod letting my cheeks redden under his gaze. I walk off washing my hands before I sat down instantly beginning to eat trying my level best to ignore the side glances he passed every few seconds. Putting away the empty box and cans we move into the bedroom not having had much conversation after what I'd said. The silence however was anything but awkward. I walk over to where he sat at the foot of the bed sending out the last few messages very clearly about work. Pushing his arms apart I nestle against his lap hiding my face against his bare chest. "Kya hua baby?" He whispered getting back on his phone, letting one arm rest against my back. I smile pecking his chest softly before pulling off just enough to look up at him. "Hug krne ka mnn kiya" I mumble, tying my arms around him a tad bit tighter. He sighed putting away his phone pulling me in closer as if it was humanly possible. "Shoot pe bhi aaj jaise hi rahega na tu? Ya fir mere saath bhi profession bnnega?" I ask quite seriously wanting an answer. I wasnt sure if working together would be too beneficial. I couldnt imagine treating him like a professional colleague.
Si - "On camera toh professional hona parega na baby? Baaki vanity ya off set toh aise hi rahenge."
I hum understanding that having it any other way wasnt ideal within so many people. I wouldnt mind people knowing but giving them a fill blown outlook on our personal closeness was out of question. The production was already keener to cast us seeing the slight disrupt of comments for the same when theyd uploaded the question on Twitter . Itd be wrong letting them use our reality in a complete fiction.
The next day flew by in midst of packing all of our necessary things as well as spending some time at home. I made sure to send him a few messages throughout the day keeping in check with what I'd promised to get him to Leave me at home. I paced upstairs after dinner seeing multiple missed calls from a very obviously annoyed Sidharth. "Dinner kr rahi thi Bebu, btaya toh tha maine tere ko" I mumble right as he picked up the phone knowing he'd start yelling any second.
Si - "1 ghante se?"
S - "Haan toh dadu k paas bethi thi pehle, itne din se tere paas hi thi na? Ab kyun aise kr raha hai? "
"Ghar k bahar aa, Im outside" he huffed ending the call before I could say anything. I sigh pulling on a sweatshirt over the flimsy top I wore not intending to freeze in the cold weather outside. Itd been raining all day, the wind and temperature the only things restricting me from stepping outside. I rush down the stairs exiting through the back door not exactly wanting to have to explain where I was headed. It was easier texting Baaz to keep watch. I pace over to the car letting the raindrops sink in through my clothes. He gave me a soft smile as I got into the car breathing slightly heavy from the run over. "Aise kaun bulata hai Sidharth? Ek din-" my words were cut short by his lips slamming against mine, the urgency as clear as it could get.
Si - "I cant sleep without you... ghar chal
na? Subah toh vaise bhi jaana hi hai aur raat ko kaunsa family k saath hogi tu."
I bit back my smile loving what he'd just confessed. He'd always tried to hideaway that he slept most comfortably with me in his arms. "Ghar pe kya bolu? Aise acha nhi lgta na bebu? Aur tujhe toh option diya tha Liv-in ka, if you remember lekin tab aap ko hi khaarish thi ki nhi, family ko acha nhi lgega, shaad-"
Si - "Ab toh kr rahe hai na shaadi? Ab kisi ko problem nhi hogi"
S - "Kr rahe hai, huyi nhi hai abhi, Dadu aur papa ka pta hai na tujhe?"
"Abe yrrr... mujhe nhi pta.. youre coming with me right now"
* Fill in chapter, next part will be shoot and a few bts
