I snuck into my room as quick as I possibly could, skipping the whole wedding conversation Chachi wanted to have. Sidharth had already made his way up there with the help of Baaz who seemingly didn't mind as long as we kept him and Qiran a secret as well. Something neither of us minded doing. I walk into my room only to see him fiddling through the drawers looking for something I was unknown to. "Hi bebuu" I mumble hugging him from the back. I felt him move still in my arms wrap his own around me. "Finally, aadha ghanta hogya mujhe wait krte" he murmured lifting me up onto the dresser.
S - "Tu shukr kr main aagyi abhi bhi, niche discussion pe discussion kr rahe hai sab. Aur sab functions ka plan bhi chal raha tha toh kaise aati?"
"Kya planning?" He questioned putting the box he'd taken from the drawer against my lap. "Woh sab performances aur mehndi aur decorators ka confirmation." I explain looking at the pictures he'd pulled out.
Si - "Okay forget that, room number kya hai tera?"
S - "Tere se directly ek floor upar, lekin tu allowed nhi hai udhar, Maahi ruk rahi hai mere saath"
"Shut up, woh udhar dekhenge. Aur Jai bachelorette ka kya bol raha tha? Yeh plan kisse puch kr bnaya?" He asked making me want to laugh at the look on his face. "Khud se, mujhe shaadi mein sab chahiye. Tu bhi kr skta hai agar krni ho toh" I respond placing my hands against his shoulders.
Si - " Baby zaroori nhi hai na pr? Baaki sab theek hai but not this"
"Tu ldne aaya hai idhar is sab pr?" I ask not wanting to continue the conversation I knew would only end in a quick fight. He huffed stepping closer showing me the necklace he'd taken out of the box. "Khol kr dekh" he mumbled handing me the locket. I took it opening up to the pictures that he'd seemingly changed out. The new ones were two of both of us. Some of the shots from the photoshoot we'd had before the series. We'd gotten the raw shots just a few days back, having asked for the series to be released right before our wedding. Which was in the next 2 days. "Yeh lab kiya tune? Yeh toh mere paas tha na?" I ask still looking over the pictures.
"Wait until you see our room" he mumbled pecking my forehead as I looked up. I felt a sudden feeling form in the pit of my stomach hearing the our. That was going to be reality in just a few days. I wasnt too sure whether I was happy or nervous for the same. "Blush suits you pr itna kregi toh control nhi kr paunga main" he says breaking my trance. I felt my cheeks warm further at the comment making my throat choke slightly at the rasp in his voice. I jump slightly hearing a loud knock on the door, my mom yelling right outside. I take a quick look at him pushing him behind the door as I flung it open. "Hnji mumma?" I question keeping the door only half ajar.
SM - "Kya kar rhi thi tabse? Aur aise kyun dekh rahi hai? Andar toh aane de-"
"Woh mujhe shower lena hai na? On krkr aayi abhi toh paani waste honjauega aap aise hi bolo jldi" I say making the most bullshit excuse I possibly could.
SM - "Kya karun main tera? Akal pta nhi kab aayegi, aise kaise on chhod aayi?Yeh tere dresses k bags aaye the, woh dene aayi thi. Pakad aur jldi naha kr so ja, subah niklna bhi hai na?"
I give her a quick nod taking all nine outfits, closing the door hastily right after. Sidharth chuckled as I stepped towards my half packed bags putting the new bags right beside. "Tu fasayega dono ko, maa ne pehle hi bola tha nhi milna hai" I mumble getting into the bed only to be held under him the next second. "Abhi toh poori week continue krna hai baby, nayi excuses soch le." He whispered turning us over so I lay fully on top of him, snuggling me against his chest tight enough for me to not be able move. I took a deep breath inhaling the scent he let off completely oblivious to him snaking his hands under the sweatshirt I had on pulling it off the next instant leaving me in the camisole I'd been wearing. I looked up in question not exactly too disturbed to revert. He shook his head fixing the open flies covering my eyes before pushing my head back against the bare of his chest. "Ek baat puchu?" He asked, a sudden hesitation lurking in his voice. I hummed in response softly trailing my hand down his torso. He stopped it taking it into his own letting out fingers entangle the same way as our thoughts. "Tera mere liye pyaar kabhi fade kyun nhi hua? Mtlb itna sab kiya maine but fir bhi tu nhi gyi-" he questioned the same lingering guilt pushed through his words as the night he'd told me the truth.
S - "Jaane ka socha tha, bohut baar khayal aaya tha logo ki baatein sun kr. Especially jab Maahi ne bhi same kaha. Par woh sab temporary tha, andar hi andar pta tha ki nhi ho payega. Tune hi kaha hai na ki hum baaki sab jaise nhi hai aur vaise hi humara rishta bhi un jaise nhi hai. Jaan hai tu meri, mera sab kuch. Jo mujhe life mein kabhi bhi nhi mila tha woh tune mujhe diya. The purest feeling in this world. Pyaar. Na family se mila tha aur na hi kisi aur se tabhi main har kisi ko khush rakhne ki koshish krti thi, friends rehne ki koshish krti thi ki shayad koi na koi mujhe woh de de. Wanted feel kraye. Sab ki Attention chahiye hoti thi kyunki sirf us se hi wanted feel hota tha mujhe pr tere aane k baad realize huya k woh meri necessity kabhi tha hi nhi. Mujhe sirf mere hisse ka pyaar chahiye tha. A love I can call completely mine. Toh agar tune woh diya toh gussa aur dukh dene ka haq bhi tera hi hai na? Koi aur deta toh usse ek second mein chod deti pr ueh tu hai. Tereko main sbse upar rakhti hu, aur mere rishton mein ego ya self concern nhi aa skta. Aur tune bhi sab mere liye hi kiya tha...indirectly. Tu nhi chahta tha ki mujhe ye feel ho ki tune mere pe cheat kiya hai. Woh nafrat nhi chahiye thi tereko. Sirf usko dekh kr agar judge krlu aur chhod du tujhe toh woh meri sbse badi mistake hogi. Glti toh sbse hoti hai na? Misunderstandings bhi normal hai. Aiven mudda nhi bnaungi main usko yeh jaante huye ki na mujhe aur na hi tujhe kabhi kisi se dobara aisa puaar hoga. Khud ko chhod skti hu pr tere ko nhi. Jaise bhi hai jo bhi hai, mera hai aur ismein baak sab ki input lene ki koi zaroorat nhi hai mujhe."
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