With you

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Did you guys watch the concert?
Because I didn't, I watched clips and I almost started crying do I don't think I will be able to go through the whole concert without bawling so maybe this is for the best.

I am lying, I am going to ask my older sister for footage, she has her ways of getting BTS things, so a concert won't be that hard for her, hopefully.

Third person p.o.v:

Jin walked in Yoongi's room, expecting him to be either in his bed sleeping, or on his desk writing something, but it was neither of the two, he was standing inside of the closet, holding a knife.

"What are you doing?" Jin asked, observing Yoongi's weird behavior and strange look on his face.

"I saw a cockroach and I am trying to find it." Yoongi responded, his eyes roaming around the closet, to catch a glimpse of the monster that has been hunting his this whole night.

"With a knife? I...Yoongi, put that knife down and come out of the closet, I have something to talk to you about."

"You can tell me later, I need to find that f*cked first." Yoongi

"Why don't we talk outside? I don't want to be in the presence of a cockroach or a knife for a matter of fact." Jin

"And where am I going to sleep tonight? Your bed?" Yoongi

"I mean you can, if you want to." Jin

"Fine, let's go." Yoongi

Everything was quiet in the house, everyone was supposedly sleeping, the moment they sat down on the couch, they could hear the sound of it sinking, they stared at each other for a couple of seconds, before Jin decided to speak.

"Yoongi, you are a musician, an artist right? That's your dream?" Jin

"Yes, is that even a question?" Yoongi

"Then why are trying to ruin that by killing people? Do you know how badly that can affect your career if someone finds out? And for what?" Jin

"For Jungkook." Yoongi

"Don't lie to me Yoongi, we both know that won't do anything for Jungkook, killing guards that were doing their job for no reason because they were late?" Jin

"It could have been worst, they deserved it." Yoongi

"But it didn't, everything was okay, Jungkook is okay, he is healing, yes if they arrived faster, he wouldn't have had to go through that but what happened happened, the only thing we could do after that, is help Jungkook recover and be better, not go and kill people." Jin

"What do you want me to do now? Turn myself in? What do you exactly expect from me?" Yoongi

"Go to the families of the people you killed, properly apologize to them and do whatever you can to make them forgive you. If not, I am going to look at you differently from now on." Jin

"How will that help?" Yoongi

"How do you know it won't? Just do it Yoongi and don't be an a**hole. Goodnight." Jin got up and left, to go to Hoseok's room.

Yoongi didn't feel any remorse before, everything was empty, he didn't feel anything about it, he just accepted what he did and then forgot that he did that, Jin talking about this, is like opening a fresh wound for him, he wanted to forgot but now he knows, he knows and he knows the affects of it.

He sat there, thinking about that day and what went through his mind, the day that he is being burying all this time, everything is vague to him, he just remembers bits and pieces of that day, he came to this location and once he saw the guards and the rapists, he forgot about everything and only remembered that Jungkook has suffered from those people and what happened next, is known to only him and Namjoon.

He regretted it ever since, it didn't occur to him at the moment, but those two guys he killed didn't do anything to him, neither did the rapists, Jungkook was the victim and he didn't have the right to do what he did, it was a bad decision he will regret for life, but Jin gave the opportunity to fix it and he will.

At that moment, Yoongi decided to leave, not only his friends and family, but also everything else, his career, his fans, everything, he doesn't deserve them, especially with the way he is, and how badly he can influence them. In that night, Yoongi backed the little things he had in that house, put a letter on the table in the hall and left, but not before stopping, in front Jungkook's room.

He slowly opened the door, where he is sleeping, and walked in carefully, not to wake the cute omega up. He sat by his bed and caressed his hair, looking at his peaceful face and how adorable he is; they are all proud of Jungkook, he is already better than the first day, with only a few weeks passing by, he showed great progress, and he is attending online classes now, he is talking to his friends again, he is eating properly and talking to them regularly, about anything and everything, which is always delightful to them.

He is perfect all through, so pure and innocent, unlike him, a killer, he needs to change for the better, so that Jungkook can be proud of being his mate and love him as he is and not because they are mates.

Yoongi gave one last kiss to Jungkook's forehead and left the room; he knows that this is a bad idea, it will affect them all, but for him this is the best option at the moment, to fix his grave mistake and be able to forgive himself, look at himself the same way again, to be himself again; this is for him, he needs this.

Walking out of the house, Yoongi looked one last time at the place, where all his friends and loves ones were, the place he is going away from, the people he won't see again, for awhile, that will maybe be long or short.

"Where are you going?"

Bye 🌸💜.

If I am rushing things, please tell me, because I forgot what I was going for before and this all I have.

I am going on a schedule again, because otherwise I won't update that frequently because I get lazy, so maybe I will update three or four times a week?

Sorry if there is any mistakes.