With you

69

This number really came in a wrong time.

My self blame went down a bit and I am not thinking about what happened much and I haven't cried today! I am not thinking about hurting myself, I am proud but I still kind of hate myself.

Third person p.o.v:

Yoongi turned around, to see Namjoon standing there, hands in his pants, a cap on his a head and a weird look on his face.

"So., your answer?" Namjoon asked again, as Yoongi stared at him with a blank expression not saying anything.

"I am going." Yoongi said, not giving much explanation, just three words with a straight face.

"Where? And why are taking your bags with you? Didn't you say you have to write some songs for a new album?" Namjoon said, fully knowing that Yoongi wouldn't be out for no reason, considering how much he values his time, especially the times he spends on his music.

"I am going somewhere else, I need to be alone for awhile." Yoongi

"For how long? A day? Two? A week?" Namjoon

"A few months, I am going to Daegu for awhile, don't tell anyone." Yoongi

"But why? What about your career? What about us? You don't want to be with us?" Namjoon

"I can still work from Daegu, I am going to ask for a break. And it's not that I don't want to be with you guys, I need time to change, I need to better myself and I don't think I will be able to do it while being with you guys, you make me feel perfect as I am, which is not the case right now." Yoongi

"Is it because of the killing?" Namjoon

"Yes." Yoongi

"Then I should go with you, I killed people and I need to change as well." Namjoon

"It's not the same Namjoon." Yoongi

"It is, as much guilty you are, I am as well, I not letting you go alone, we are in this together." Namjoon

"But Namjoon...." Yoongi

"No buts, I am not letting you go alone Yoongi, it's either I come with you or I am going to carry you inside and do bad sh*t to you." Namjoon

"Are you going to r*pe me?" Yoongi

"What? No! I was going to make you watch cat videos until you explode from the cuteness." Namjoon

"You are not that smart after all." Yoongi

"Excuse me? My iq is 148, I am a genius." Namjoon

"Yeah, keep telling yourself that." Yoongi

"You are changing the subject, what is it that is going to be?" Namjoon

"I guess I could use some company." Yoongi

"Great, we could take my black jeep." Namjoon