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Love and hate || Solomon

"How do I make you happy," You think as you watch Solomon and his new best friend cuddling on the sofa having fun without you. "I almost gave up on everything" You mumbled lowly, "I've spoken various words so that you believe my love for you is neverending" You sang out so it sounds as if you're singing a song when you're talking to Solomon. "Y/N you have such a nice voice," His best friend compliment you.

"I've been strong, keeping my love for you. But just like that you never missed me," You said as you watch those two standing on the driveway holding hands.

"I can't. Until whenever I can't hate you. I truly can't, It's too hard for me to hate you. It's hard for me to separate the love and hate I feel." You sang as the both of them get in a cab, you saw them kissing. It's as if you were not there. You go to the kitchen to make coffee, while you waiting for it to boil. You look at the couch and got a flashback where it's just the two of you laughing and chatting. 

"Does he even acknowledges that I'm really sad when I'm alone? Without him, I felt lonely. I've been waiting for so long, waiting for him in silence. His half-hearted love is the cause of my lovesickness." You ask yourself

You waited and waited until midnight, he never came. His favorite soup you made for him is getting cold, you waited for him to come back home like the stupid human you are. He always asks you to wait for him to get home first before eating dinner. This has been happening since 6 months ago. 

"Ugh, I'm sick of those 2!!"

You yelled in pain as you wrote a goodbye letter to him, you've been planning to move back to your parent's house. Before 2 AM, you had doubts about going back or not but it's the final decision. You're going back.

"I can't. Until whenever I can't hate you. I truly can't, It's too hard for me to hate you. It's hard for me to separate the love and hate I feel. I love you. - Y/N" You left the letter on his nightstand and pack all your things. Ordered an uber

You texted him, but simply just said "Thanks, I love you :')" Then your uber finally came and he takes you to your destination.

That's for today. I know it's short and shitty. I tried so hard to translate it but it just doesn't match. Just not in a mood to write today. Idk why but I haven't been in a mood to write smut because I'm not really horny this week (and that's a problem for you and me, reader) But I'll try to find ideas ig.