Age- 17 Warnings- talk of depression and anxiety Words- 1051
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These past few month maybe even up to a year I have just been feeling down and out of it, I've become more distant with my mom which makes everything worse, she's my best friend and i'm ruining our relationship.
I kind of just want her to hold me like she used to when I was younger but she's not home a lot due to her work and I feel like she wouldn't want to be cuddling with her 17 year old daughter, something just tells me she's bored of me now.
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I have noticed y/n becoming more distant, not just with me but with the world. She's not the bubbly little kid I used to always snuggle with.
I know she is growing up but i just want to hold her in my arms and tell her it's gonna be okay (*cries in mom issues*)
I am gonna talk to her and see what's going on and maybe have a little day together just in the house on our own just me and her like it has always been.
"Scarlett" I see a hand wave in front of my face snapping me out of my trance and thoughts, i hum and look up seeing Florence sitting opposite me
"What's going on in that mind of yours" she asks, i take a deep breath and look at her again
"I just, y/n, she's more distant now, i wanna make sure she is okay and not hurting. I wanna be there for her but I'm always working, we never have days together. I feel like I have failed as her mom" i explain in one breath, Flo gives me a sympathetic look
"Look, y/n, she's one of a kind, she's an amazing kid and I get what you mean by your always at work, you never miss a day. I think you should contact Cate telling her your taking a week off and spending it with y/n. Spend as much time as you can with her before she goes back to school and you go back to work" Florence explain to me, I think it's a perfect idea and I will definitely do it!
"Thank you Florence" i say hugging her tightly and think about what I'm going to say to Cate when I get back
"It's my job, now go she need you" Florence says pulling back and smiling, i smile back and say my goodbye before getting to my car and driving off back home back to my daughter who is waiting for me.
"Y/n" i shout into the house after stepping in, i lock the door and make my way upstairs to her room where she normally is
"Y/n, it's mama" i knock at the door waiting for her to open it, i hear rustling and the door unlocking, it's opens and shows my beautiful baby standing there all grown up
"Mom" she looks speechless and surprised at how early I am home
"I thought you weren't back till late tonight" she says letting me in, i walk over and take a seat and her bed whilst she shuts the door
"I was but I need to talk to you" i say while she sits on the bed opposite me legs crossed body towards me, also with a panicked look spread across her face
"It's nothing bad don't worry" i place my hand on her knee reassuring her it's okay, she nods lightly before getting more comfortable.
"I know I have been at work a lot more now and I never spend time with you so I was wondering, well no I was, I was planning a week just you and me how it was years ago. I'm gonna email Cate and tell her that I won't be working for a week and I'm gonna spend that entire week with you." Y/n's eyes literally pop out of her head
"Really" she whispers lightly surprised still
"Yes, but I need you to tell me what's going on first of all" I need to get to the bottom of why she is being so distant with everything and everyone, she takes a deep breath before speaking
"Well, I've just been feeling down and not into anything recently. I just feel like I'm letting everyone down and that no one wants to be around me, i feel like you wanted to be out the house more because you didn't want to be with me that's why em you worked more but I know that wasn't true" she looks down, I bring my fingers in contact with her chin and slowly lift it up
"I would never work extra hours to be away from you baby, I would do anything to have more time you with I really would" i say kissing her forehead and stroking her hair. I take her up and into my lap, she may be 17 but she's smaller then me and will always be my little baby, my little mini me, she I will lift her whenever I want to.
"Your not letting anybody down, everyone is so proud of your baby" i whisper and hold her close to me. She sniffles and digs herself deeper into my chest holding onto my arm.
I play with strands of her hair while she plays with all of my rings on my hand clearly entertaining herself, i carefully scoot back on the bed meeting the headboard and sit comfortably with y/n safely in my arms
"Your always gonna be my little baby" i whisper, she stops playing with my rings and looks up at me leaning her arms on my chest
"Your always gonna be my mommy" she pecks my lips and puts her head back down into the crook of my neck going back to playing with my rings, then moving onto my tattoo on my wrist, she traces the curves and details on it perfectly.
My perfect angel.
Idk whats happing to the story's but they will be updated soon i hope :)
SCARLETT'S SKINCARE IS OUT TODAY AHHHHHH I REALLY WANT IT IM IN FREAKING UK SO I CANT GET IT BUT HER LIVE WAS SO CUTEEEE. HER SMILE 🥰
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