lethal cure | javon walton

ten

| trigger warning: anxiety attack|

harlee's pov:
monday afternoon

the entire school day I tried my best to get javon out of me head, but I couldn't. it was like everything I looked at just reminded me of him.

maybe it was the way he was being gentle and affectionate with me, or even the kiss itself. I just know something about it is affecting me.

my heart rate was increasing just from reminiscing about it.

javon wasn't my first kiss, yet that was my first kiss with him and no feeling compares to that.

I cant even imagine what's going on in his head.

this could've been his plan all along. to catch me off guard while I'm vulnerable.

but he blushed.

I'm holding onto the thought that he wanted it just as bad as I did.

I waited for the bell to ring, dismissing us from the last class for today. as my phone vibrated on the top of the desk.

baby: guess what just happened

I felt my cheeks start to heat up and I could feel my lips forming into a small smile.

me: what is it??

baby: bro you have to guess obviously

me: you failed a test

baby: hell no
baby: I'm better than that c'mon now

me: ok well you've gotta be pregnant then

baby: hmm close but not quite

me: tell me then

baby: ok so I was just in class you know

me: yes..

baby: and the teacher was talking about something
baby: I forgot what

me: let's get to the point

baby: I was in my own world and..
baby: I started thinking about you

he was thinking about me?

maybe he does feel the same way I do.

me: I feel honored

baby: yeah
baby: then I started thinking about this morning and I got sad we couldn't stay in the car longer

me: there's always tomorrow

baby: there isn't always tmr
baby: that's why you have to live in the moment duh

me: you're right

baby: are you riding home with jaden and I?

me: oh klai was going to drop me off at home today