i went to judes room and found him there , alone and sleeping . i supposed that jamal had already left , so i crawled into the bed , next to him , trying to cry more quietly .
JUDES POV
i heard quiet sobs next to me but they didn't sound like jamal . softly opening my eyes , i saw none other than amara next to me .
„amy?"
„have i woken you up?? shit i am so sorry"
„noo it's okay! what's wrong?? why are you crying?"
she sobbed .
„hey stop crying"
i mumbled and pulled her into my arms . we hugged for a while before she decided to open up about her fight with gavi .
„and it just reminded me so much of my father , which is exactly what i didn't want to happen , but it did and it's all my fault"
she cried harder now and i just pulled her closer , slowly stroking her hair .
„shh it's going to be okay , i'm here"
after a while , she finally slept and i soon followed .
GAVIS POV | the next morning
i fucked up . really bad . that was my first thought when i woke up and remembered mine and amaras argument . how could i be so stupid?? i was so jealous for no reason , i knew how close they were and that there has never been anything between them , but i just can't control myself .
i decided to go to her and apologize . as soon as possible .
send text to : hermosa ❤️
pablo ❤️
hey hermosa , i am sorry for yesterday , can we talk about it? please .
hermosa ❤️
of course , come to my room in 10 minutes
i didn't wait the 10 minutes and just went there . but no one was in her room . huh? have i misread?
not so long after i wondered , i heard a male voice . bellingham . of course him .
„thank you jude , bye"
„bye amy"
there she was , amara . she froze as she spotted me .
„am i late?"
„nope i am early , i couldn't wait because i wanted to see you"
she blushed .
awh .
„come in"
i sat down on amaras bed as she walked up and down .
„are you still angry at me?"
she asked nervously , keeping her distance .
„no , and i should never have even been angry at you . i wasn't even mad about jude and jamal , i was worried because i didn't know where you were and my worry turned into anger . i am so incredibly sorry , believe me . i know that there is no excuse but please forgive me hermosa"
she just went up to me , sat on my lap and kissed me . i missed the feeling of her lips on mine .
„i love you"
she got out , before i passionately smashed my lips back at hers , grabbing her waist .
AMARAS POV | one day later
i am so happy that gavi and i figured this out . proud too . i mean it was our first argument . yes , it was little and stupid but still .
right now i am watching him and the boys train , thinking about something that has crept up in my mind .
will gavi ever break up with me because of mine jamals and judes friendship?
if yes , can our friendship even continue?
these two questions are all over my mind for the last days . i am afraid that they are going to be true .
message from : judey 🫶🏼
judey 🫶🏼
hey there , you in for a movie night? w me and the england squad ofc
me
will i be the only female?? because if yes , i won't show up . judey i have a boyfriend .
judey 🫶🏼
yeah
oopsie
i forgot
haha
not funny?
ok
me
jude .
judey 🫶🏼
yes sorry .
i think lauren (decs gf) will be there but i am not sure . please come .
for me?
only me , mason , phil and jadon will be there
me
ohhh
i thought you meant everyone on the team 😭
i'll ask gavi
judey 🫶🏼
you don't need gavis permission to hangout with your friends . just saying .
me
jude yk it's not that
judey 🫶🏼
what is it then?
me
shut up or i won't come :)
judey 🫶🏼
i hate you
me
love you too jude
i didn't mean it like that . i wouldn't ask gavi for permission , just if he was okay with it .
-
„hermosaaaa ven aquí"
-> come here
gavi whined after training on his bed , wanting cuddles . i smiled because he was just so adorable . i lay down next to him and he placed his head on my chest hugging me .
„pablo?"
„hm"
he hummed , tired .
„jude asked me if i wanted to join his movie night in like 1 hour"
„do you want to go?"
„only if that's okay with you?"
„mhm sure"
he mumbled and i didn't know if he was being sarcastic or not .
„really?"
„yes , you go and have fun"
i kissed his fluffy hair .
„i love you gav"
„i love you more hermosa"
after a while of silent cuddling , gavi got a call from pedri , he said it's urgent that he should go to the conference room .
„will you sleep over there?"
„probably"
„okay"
he kissed my forehead .
„i love you"
„i love you"
i smiled at him as he left and went towards the other direction when i suddenly bumped into someone .
„oh , sorry i didn't watch where i was going"
„it's okay linda"
i looked up . i feel like i've seen him before .
„portugêse?"
„sim"
i smiled and walked off . he seemed nice . probably a football player from portugal . i made a mental note to check the portugese squad members out .
end of chapter 15 🫶🏼
a/n : anddd who was this fine portugese guy??? 🤭🤭
anyways , thoughts , tips , ideas???
should i wrote other stories after this , if yes about who??
i love you all
aleyna
#joãofélix 😜😜😜
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