always & forever

19 | amy

after i woke up today , i immediately told gavi about what happened with joão yesterday . i couldn't explain his reaction . something between sad about the tattoo , angry that joão was there and happy that i told him . that's how i'd describe it . well , now we were just chilling around , watching tiktok and talking .

„tomorrow we're playing against portugal"

„why?"

„test game"

„why are you all making a test game , like , for what use?"

„i don't even know , i only know that there is one and you're going"

„of course i'm going"

he smiled at that .

GAVIS POV | BEFORE THE GAME

„ayo gavi"

who the hell .

„you're amaras boyfriend right?"

„yes and why would that concern you , joão?"

„it should because i need to tell you something about her . well me and her-"

„joão venha agora!"
-> joão come on now

„simmm"
-> yess

„i'll tell you after"

before i could say something else , he was already gone . weird guy if you ask me .

the game was about to start , we were singing the national anthem and even if it was just a test game , the stadium was still filled and people all over the world are hoping for me to do the spanish national team a honor in playing good . that's what always makes me nervous . people having expectations in me which i cannot live up to . nervously i looked around the rows where amara was supposed to sit . i found her and saw her already looking at me . seeing the anxiety in my eyes she nodded at me and mouthed ; i love you , which i gladly returned , feeling less nervous knowing she is here and will always be .

it was halftime and we were down 1-0 , due ronaldos penalty in the 30th' minute . it was very depressing because we were the better team and had way more chances , but there are still 45 minutes to make up for our non existent goals .

„VAMOSSSSS"

that was me , jumping on pedris back as he scored the 2-1 goal for spain in the 88th' minute . the team all hugged each other and we  were happier than ever . i looked up to amara and saw her proudly smiling at me and the team . turning around with my smile , i spotted joão throwing me a death stare . problem?

i pointed at the score which was showed on a tv . shrugging my shoulders i walked back to my position , ready to defend every portugese player who wants to score .

it worked . no one even came close to our goal keeper and we won the game . after i went to the changing rooms , someone held me by my shirt . of course it was that portugese idiot . he's been getting on my nerves more than usually today .

„what?"

„nothing , i just thought you wanted to know that me and amara ... well ...."

„if you're talking about you and her meeting by accident last night , i know about this . she already told me"

„that's the only thing she told you? did amara leave out the part where me and her were kissing?"

i laughed .

„as is she would ever do that , boy , you're too obsessed and honestly , embarrassing ."

„wanna see proof?"