always & forever

53 | even alejandro knew

AMARAS POV

i woke up and didn't know where i was . then i noticed the wires all around me and everything flushed through my mind again , the shot , my parents , pablo . i opened my eyes and saw pablo sitting to my right , holding my hand while his head lay on the side of my bed .

„pablo?"

i softly squeezed his hand and he was up immediately , looking deep into my eyes .

„dios mio , are you okay? does it still hurt?"

„pablo , i'm fine , it doesn't hurt so much anymore"

i was lucky that i got shot in my left arm and not in my stomach or neck .

„how long have i been out?"

i asked , seeing his messy hair and tear stained face .

„for 3 days , the doctors said it was normal and you could go home today"

i nodded and thought for a while , when i heard quiet sobs from my right .

„why are you crying pablo?"

„i thought i had lost you and after everything that's happened , i didn't want to lose you and i was so horrified because you nearly died in my arms! you've lost so much blood and- and i-"

„come here"

i moved a bit making space for him to climb in next to me . he did as i said and i wrapped my arms around him , while he softly cried in my chest .

„i only survived because of you pablo , i couldn't have done it without you , your random talking and especially your voice kept me going , knowing i have someone to hold onto"

he only held me tighter and i kissed his hair .

„i saw my parents . i was out for only a few minutes and i saw them pablo . they weren't alcoholic anymore , they were like they were back in brazil , real parents who love their daughter more than anything else in the world . they've apologized . i wanted to stay there , with my parents , but then i heard you and your voice . you brought me back to life pablo . i couldn't have done it without you"

„i am just so happy that you're here with me ans that you aren't gone"

he left a soft kiss at my collarbone and not too long after i've heard soft snores .

i let him sleep because he probably hadn't for these past days . i decided to get a bit of sleep aswell .

„awhh look ale! our babies"

i woke up from who i was assuming was pedri .

„pedro?"

„amor! thank god"

he walked closer with alejandro and i smiled at both of them .

„let me guess , you photographed us again?"

„i will always photograph you both"

„fucking stalker"

„no cussing allowed here!! anyways , the nurse told us we can get you out of here now , so you may want to wake your boyfriend up"

that was alejandro .

„he's not my boyfriend guys!"

„not yet"

even alejandro knew .

„pablo"'

i slightly ruffled his hair , but he only groaned and pressed me tighter .