when i woke up the next day , i immediately wanted to go back to sleep and never wake up again .
today i'll have to make a decision . either i stay here and need to bear gavi and pedri hating me , or i'll go to germany and won't be able to come back so fast .
i'm stuck .
„AMARA GET UP"
i did as xavi said and made my bed first , brushed my teeth , got dressed and put on some make up .
since yesterday , everything in this house feels different . in a bad way .
the walls feel like they're coming nearer every moment , the bed isn't as comfortable and i don't feel home anymore .
„have you already texted him?"
that was the first thing xavi asked me when i came down , not even bothering to say good morning or to even look at me .
„no and i don't think i will , or can"
„it's not that hard to text someone , even i can do it"
was that meant to be funny?
„can't i atleast breakup with him in person? like go to him after training or something?"
„no , too many questions and you'll probably cry"
he wasn't wrong .
„text him , now"
„i don't want to!"
„you have to!"
„but i don't want to xavi!"
„well do i look like i care? you text him or the next flight is booked for you!"
„xavi please , i'm begging you! don't do this to me"
„DO IT"
flinching at his raised voice , i struggled to take my phone out of my pocket . my shaking fingers clicked on gavis contact .
conversation from „hermosa ❤️" & „pablo ❤️"
hermosa ❤️
i am breaking up with you . don't text , talk , call or try to contact me in any other possible way again .
after i send him this , i also blocked his contact everywhere on xavis demand , crying the whole time .
„i need to go to training now , see you later"
PEDRIS POV
what was going on? pablo just showed me what amara had texted him and i can't believe it! i really hope that this is some kind of prank or anything , but the problem is , i know that amara wouldn't make jokes like that .
gavi just left after showing me the message , going up to his room . i decided to call amara from my phone , maybe she will explain it to me .
no one picked up . not even after my 5th attempt to reach her .
something wasn't right , i can feel it .
somehow , i managed to motivate pablo to go to training with me , convincing him that amara would never do anything like that .
when we arrived , amara wasn't there to watch us . my only option was to ask xavi , so i did .
„xavi , why isn't amara here with us today?"
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always & forever
Fanfictionin which the girl that lost her parents moves to barcelonas trainer xavi and meets a boy that will be the love of her life , who happens to be a 18 years old barcelona player ... they fall inlove , break up and find someone new . but will they find...
